Goodbye. :x

This is for a certain someone...

Entangled in a web of confusion
My mind leads me on a path away from my heart, away from my true feelings, away from you
I so desperately need you, yet you say you don't need anyone
My heart rips to shreds with every changed feeling, every deceptive word, every fleeting memory
The shadows in my heart have become overwhelming, engulfing me, pulling me towards the pits of emptiness
There's nothing left of you, nothing...

My world in the palm of your hands
Everything I feel
All comes back to the memories of you
I gave everything
And you shoved it in my face
Made me suffer the fate
The one I knew and left behind
It's reality again
And it's all I will ever know
Down in the dumps and lower
No reason to stay
Every reason to leave
All because of a few words
It's more than it seems
Finally, someone I trust
Someone to...

The world is still
All around me
Nothing can be heard
Except your voice
Yelling in my ear
Piercing the senses
The words I hear
Deprive me of my joy
The pounding against my body
Tears pouring down my face
Parts battered and bruised
Helpless in this dark alley
Where no one can hear the screams
Fighting for my life
Trying to shove you off
Becoming impatient
How can this satisfy
When...

Alone I stand
Watching the ground fall from beneath me
Diving further into the black abyss
Failing to grasp reality

All that surrounds me are the lies I've created
Drowning myself in a pool of deceit
Unable to escape from this reoccurring path

I turn my head away
Leave behind the self-loathing
Every emotion locked away deep within
Never looking back for one last glimpse