I’ve started slacking off for some reason. I’m curious of why. It seems like I maybe too content. Work is something I’d prefer to avoid, no matter how beneficial it is to me. I tend to act more like a night owl, and even then I refuse to work on more important topics such as school work. I used to enjoy drawing, role-playing, writing, working on projects, Ultima Series was a heavy part of my work as well…yet now for some reason I can’t even focus on such things. I’ve picked up Yu-gi-oh again for...

What does it mean to understand someone or something? That's my topic today, and yes my dear reader it's as always a negative view. But why is it a negative view and not a positive...because I had met so few of people that could completely understand who I am, what I am, how I act, how I interact, what values I hold, and how I carry such values out. I understand this maybe one of the worst places to constantly convey such things, yet I know a few of you may care...and thus may give a word of advice...

I had at one point thought; failure was the act of giving into the ideology upon which success lied. In other words, as long as the undertaker of any task refused to succumb to the lack of his or her advances in terms of success, he or she had not yet failed. This statement of course, is full of error as I have come to realize. As any of my “less idiotic than normal” derivatives, I had come across this suspicion at a sudden realization at no importantly influential moment. Backed by neither fact...

You know...anime is something that drags us from reality and makes us feel a bit better about a world that we live in...yet there are just somethings you really can't avoid. Once a man said to me...you can go to any school...point from left all the way to right and say..."one of you will never make it to the graduation"...and even if you believe his words...you'll never truly comprehend the magnitude of their true meaning and impact until it happens...in recent events actually...a fellow...

I've been roleplaying for 4 years now...lived a life of 18 years...fighting for my pride and freedom for half of that time...and then fighting for acceptance with the other half...and I have come across many people...some of them you couldn't stand...others seemed to be just trying you out...and some you have come to be really appreciate...I have came here as a mere guest...trying to find a place to hold onto to call myself an equal to most of members here...I found it hard...near impossible since...