I am sorry to everyone for being gone, people sent me VM's and I didn't respond because I was in jail for missing 2 court dates, which I go to court again for missing the court dates on thursday, but I am not in a lot of trouble so no worries.

So if you sent me a VM, just send it again and remind me what it was that you were talking about lol

thanks, your friendly neighborhood kash man

My first blog wasn't the whole story. I was too upset to write much.

Another old childhood friend I grew up with, I have mentioned him to a lot of people was Quinton. Quinton fell off of a cliff and died a few years back. It devastated me. Quinton... was the girl that died's brother. Hope was Quinton's sister. After Quinton's death, Hope's mom killed herself by overdose because she couldn't deal with losing her only son. So no Hope have no family ( her dad wasn't ever around) she...

Well... today I found out that another childhood friend that I grew up with and was my girlfriend when we were younger died.... Her boyfriend set her on fire while she slept, it burned 80% of her body. Later... she hung herself. I just found this out today and I'm not dealing with it very well....

OKAY, I have a question. The Question is Why?!?! WHY!!!

Okay. For my fellow old schoolers, in the movie 'Lethal Weapon 2', there is a fight scene that begins at precisely 1 hour, 42 minutes and 33seconds into the movie. The fight is between Mel Gibson and the top bad guys best henchman. The henchman is a really old looking guy. Tall and lanky.

The fight starts with the henchman throwing a knife in Mel Gibson's leg, making it stay in his leg in the fight that ensues....

I wrote this for all the fake people in the world, you know who you are



I see certain people and inside their faces
Reluctant to give but their anxious to take
You'll find these snakes eyes inside various places
Despite the location, they'll always be fake
Unseen agendas with promising graces
Waits for a pure soul to accept the bait
The illusion disperses and then it displaces
The victim is caught in their imminent fate...