i let you see my darkness tonight
raised my voice to you.
i have told you before that i am no saint
my sins too much to burden you
darkness fills my mind with your absence
friend lover lines are blurred
i have used nothing but truth
others have used lies.
lies sound prettier then the truth
i know now which side is better
you think i am beautiful inside
you dont know me at all
death and darkness surrounds me
...

3 times to me 3 times to you,
if you harm none do as ye will.
words spoken with nothing but truth,
explains the pain and shows the proof.

you were never meant to be for me,
that thought was just a dream.
dreams can only decieve the mind,
becoming cold ice that can scratch and blind.

The cuts and sores within me,
beat against my battered soul.
they sting and scar inside my heart,
leaving behind a great...

the new earth is an inspirational book written by eckhart tolle. please anyone who can, please read this and let me know if you like it. my favorite concept in the book so far is the idea that flowers are the key to enlightenment. this is a basic idea but it gives background on the idea of zen religion and how it began with a single flower.

among humans i am frail indeed,
i cannot withstand this aimless pain
im a withering flower in deathly cold
with nothing to warm my soul
the gray black of the night
closes me deep within
bringing with it solid pain
I feel a knife cutting through me
till nothing but red remains
no solace for my weary soul tonight
i feel i must have lost the fight


thanks balling for the help i appreciate it

sitting here looking at you
i see hell in your eyes
as you pull me yet deeper
into that beautiful blue
its suffocating and intoxicating
looking at you this way
an exotic prince never expected
for someone like me
it stings and thrashes at my soul
but i like how it feels
you are the elegant talented hunter
and i am a willing prey
your hands and arms surround me
as i fall to your will
the only question...