Hiding in the world of Asian Dramas and Movies.
Posted 07-22-2012 at 07:25 AM by KayKayEllie
I find myself seeking out comfort in this world, filled with so many possibilities. I like it here. I can enjoy so many different people and never have to deal with the pain or heartache that others can bring.
Really, isn't this just something for me to do over the summer. My now ex boyfriend is in another state working to pay off a debt that occurred due to carelessness.
I told him at some point, I can't recall when that I do not like long distance relationships, it takes so much effort to maintain and it becomes a bother before too long. We made it maybe a month 3 weeks ish. Something like that before he decided it was time to limit our communication so that he could get more important things done. I still am under the impression that he is a complete and utter idiot thinking that would be something that I am okay with.
All the same, here I am ranting about the moron that I can't even call a moron to him because he gets upset..which is really queer to me. For him to react that way is still beyond me, I mean it is such a fierce reaction that it befuddles me. (He likes the word befuddle)
I am currently in a state where I have to wonder what I will do in the future. I don't think I could ignore him completely, it would be way too awkward given how small our school is, we would bump into each other all too frequently and I am not a fan of that business in the slightest. So, it would be better if we can at least maintain a "Hey, how's it going?" (also something he says) type of attitude when we see each other.
I am hoping that I will be busy with all the things that I need to do for the most part, but we all know how that can go..
I am working on my "drama list" at mydramalist.com right now, It really does surprise me how much I have watched over the years! That I can remember that is! All of the ones I forgot...it saddens me!! I wish I had kept better track of those things from the past. It would be nice to look back on those kinds of things now!
This is me, saying too much because this is my only outlet right now. Plus, writing on paper takes way too long and my thoughts disappear before I can get them all out!
Posting...
Really, isn't this just something for me to do over the summer. My now ex boyfriend is in another state working to pay off a debt that occurred due to carelessness.
I told him at some point, I can't recall when that I do not like long distance relationships, it takes so much effort to maintain and it becomes a bother before too long. We made it maybe a month 3 weeks ish. Something like that before he decided it was time to limit our communication so that he could get more important things done. I still am under the impression that he is a complete and utter idiot thinking that would be something that I am okay with.
All the same, here I am ranting about the moron that I can't even call a moron to him because he gets upset..which is really queer to me. For him to react that way is still beyond me, I mean it is such a fierce reaction that it befuddles me. (He likes the word befuddle)
I am currently in a state where I have to wonder what I will do in the future. I don't think I could ignore him completely, it would be way too awkward given how small our school is, we would bump into each other all too frequently and I am not a fan of that business in the slightest. So, it would be better if we can at least maintain a "Hey, how's it going?" (also something he says) type of attitude when we see each other.
I am hoping that I will be busy with all the things that I need to do for the most part, but we all know how that can go..
I am working on my "drama list" at mydramalist.com right now, It really does surprise me how much I have watched over the years! That I can remember that is! All of the ones I forgot...it saddens me!! I wish I had kept better track of those things from the past. It would be nice to look back on those kinds of things now!
This is me, saying too much because this is my only outlet right now. Plus, writing on paper takes way too long and my thoughts disappear before I can get them all out!
Posting...
