So theres this girl in my gym class thats always alone and never with any of the other girls.
i thought it would be cool if we became friends because she looked lonely [yes pity], and because she had a fullmetal alchemist shirt on.
So my teacher tells us to play volleyball, and i decide to go to the back were she was [she went back there to avoid the ball].
Okay, now were the only ones in the back and shes staring at the wall. nothing weird.
i tell her i like her shirt...

I was watching the Hotel Rwanda, and like i saw it in the 6th grade and i knw how it was going to end.
But i'm in 9th grade now, and i watched it again.
I could literally feel my skin crawl.
i cried a lot.
Im in love with the movie now. i love movies based on stuff that actually happened.
thats whats so scary cus it really happened.
i just hate crying in front of people.

okay, one of my friends told me about MangaFox, where you can read manga online. And i told my manga-crazed-cuz, and on there you can pick categories.
like shouen, shojo, and ect.
and one of the categories is yaoi
[thats boy on boy action]
and my cousin is obsessed with YAOI!
and that cool and all, but she likes to see the whole thing goin' down. i mean the whole thing....
and she hates porn, but i told her that its the same thing only drawn...but she keeps...

every morning i wake up really early just to catch the bus, and theres one way to wake myself up is to play with Ara.
like she just stands there, and i just stare at her.
she gets pissd offd and then i poke her stomach and say "Oh no, i killed the baby!"
and then when im talking to Alb, he sometimes bores me or pisses me off, and i grab his ****.
and i make fun of him for being flat and he just yells "Im supposed to be!"
it messes him up =]...

i don't like my mom knowing who my friends are. i just don't like.
i mean 2 of them are preps but still....don't like it.
[the others are like preps dressed as emos]
and i hate it when she tries get to know or become friends with their parents.
i really don't know why, but ive stopped caring as much.
but i think i losing my mello mind. im always yelling back at my family members.
i need to learn how to control my anger or learn to directed at something...