Random Story....

The gray, aggressive clouds govern the sky. Floating endlessly in a motion unknown to us. Slowly rain forms and the condensation builds to a point of unbearable down pour. I'm running late to school. Walking slowly through the mudy soil, trudging along the slop listening to my mp3 player. Heavy riffs, repetitive drum beats, and inhale screaming is all i can hear. The melancholy day brings me down. Today's my birthday.

I walk through the school doors, Security, metal detectors, Teachers checking backpacks. Late as I am, no one is around. I slowly make my way to class. I try the knob. the door is locked. I sigh and knock. The teacher's frown peers through the open door and he lets me in. "Your late, Take a seat, ask your nieghboor whats going on." Was all he said. I took my seat, the mp3 still playing. " I can't stand this place..." my thoughts trailed off. "Here just copy me" the girl beside me said with a smile. Her looks were extremely unappealing. She had hair on her upper lip, and gaps in her baby teeth, she often switched her retainer on and off. The frown on my face was all that answered back, i didn't look at the paper. And the day wore on.

Lunch. The period i hate the most. Lunches that were miss matched and unhealthy. The sight of them made me lose my hunger. I sat next to my friends, or at least the closes thing i had to friends. The looks of fake happiness expressed on each face, oily and full of acne, and i wondered why i hung out with such losers. I grunted and said nothing. Someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around. " Hey um.. Whats your name?" a girl said shyly. The look of surprise was all i had, and for a couple of seconds i was speechless. The girl blushed and said " haha um... never mind, sorry for interrupting you." I sat there dumbfounded and turned back. Who was this girl? i thought. I thought about it and concluded she was not at all bad looking. She had long brown hair, big hazel eyes, soft, light skin, and she had scent of oranges. My favorite fruit. Doubt gripped my mind, " i could never have that..." I sighed and put the volume to full blast. Low growls and heavy riffs filled my mind. Anger pulsed through my veins. The only emotion i ever showed.

8th period. Athletics. Can't say i hate this class, though i can say i love it either. At least here i can release the rage the builds up through the day. I hit the weight room, lifting and pulling, pushing and lifting. the adrenaline pulls me through, and my veins pulsate with blood. I can almost feel my heart pump the crimson fluid through the pain. Nothing seems to satisfy me anymore, and i leave. i go outside where classmates mindlessly tackle and hit each other in a game of football. Nothing i'm interested in and so i walk away. I look to the sky and think of everything. Everything that i wish would change.

Something comes to mind, " I wish i had her..." I laugh at the thought. She has a boyfriend already, there was no room for another guy friend like me with average height, good build, and nothing but the aggressive beats and high pitched screams of Metal and Screamo bands flow through my mind. I shake my head.

Her name is Lisa. She's shorter than me. She likes the same kind of music i like, and techno which i don't like but also don't mind. She's not the girl i met before, but shes in my 5th class. She means something to me, but i don't know what. She's moving away, and i want her to stay there's nothing i can do. I hate it. Shes got dark brown hair with dyed blond highlights that cover her eyes. She wears plastic bands around her wrist and a small ****ies sweater. You can hardly see the make-up she wears. She's elegant, and soft-spoken. She speaks to me. The only girl I've made a conversation with this whole school year. Thinking about her leaving makes me sick to my stomach. The song playing is a song by Bring Me The Horizon. "I need you....to close my eyes...." The bell rings, and i walk home.