So, it's been awhile. I've been gone for a long time and I don't talk much to anyone anymore... It would seem I grew up in a direction that required my immediate attention and as I don't want to mention the fact that it was all for naught. I remember the laughs, as they were pretty funny. And the moments of sentimentality... All or most of my friends are gone and I am left with the new members of another generation of AC.
What can I say? I reached a new age of maturity and it landed me here. You know, I'm sort of glad I'm getting back to the computer life style. My lungs needed a break. I miss the past though, as most would. And I miss the brotherhood. The companionship. The connection to people from so far away. It was good. But I've lost a number of skills due to the fact that I live where one must prove how tough they are to avoid being harassed or held up at gun/knife point. And its funny because my "hood" isn't so bad.
Well, Honestly? I just wanted to try this blog out. I get the feeling I've failed my others and seeing as I dont know how to delete them properly I'll let them serve as things not to do? Although one really amuses me. The one where I chipped my tooth haha. Aww man, that day sucked bawls...
What can I say? I reached a new age of maturity and it landed me here. You know, I'm sort of glad I'm getting back to the computer life style. My lungs needed a break. I miss the past though, as most would. And I miss the brotherhood. The companionship. The connection to people from so far away. It was good. But I've lost a number of skills due to the fact that I live where one must prove how tough they are to avoid being harassed or held up at gun/knife point. And its funny because my "hood" isn't so bad.
Well, Honestly? I just wanted to try this blog out. I get the feeling I've failed my others and seeing as I dont know how to delete them properly I'll let them serve as things not to do? Although one really amuses me. The one where I chipped my tooth haha. Aww man, that day sucked bawls...
Chipped my tooth
Posted 11-03-2009 at 11:32 PM by Perverted Monk
****ing chipped my tooth today. FUUUUUUCCCKKKK i'm so ****ing pissed. Its chipped diagonally.... it hurts, mostly when i open my mouth. i guess a nerve must be exposed.
It happened at Drill team practice( i'm in J.R.O.T.C.) while i spun the rifle i guess i lost grip on my rifle and it smacked me in the mouth. the only thing that i felt was pure anger. ever look made me wince with overwhelming anger. It looks very bad...very bad. Most of my tooth is gone. I'm so pissed because after i thought about it.... this smile is what made me, me. the only thing i've ever got compliments on was my smile. and i used to smile so care-freely, and now... i have to hold my mouth shut. Now i truly understand how it feels to live without happiness. my smile is gone, and so is my mask. Thats all i want to say about it, if i say anymore i'll get more depressed. i posted this to help me feel better.
It happened at Drill team practice( i'm in J.R.O.T.C.) while i spun the rifle i guess i lost grip on my rifle and it smacked me in the mouth. the only thing that i felt was pure anger. ever look made me wince with overwhelming anger. It looks very bad...very bad. Most of my tooth is gone. I'm so pissed because after i thought about it.... this smile is what made me, me. the only thing i've ever got compliments on was my smile. and i used to smile so care-freely, and now... i have to hold my mouth shut. Now i truly understand how it feels to live without happiness. my smile is gone, and so is my mask. Thats all i want to say about it, if i say anymore i'll get more depressed. i posted this to help me feel better.
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that sucks =/Posted 11-03-2009 at 11:41 PM by optempo
- Ow yeah chip tooth rocks dude wootPosted 11-03-2009 at 11:45 PM by Arch~Bishop
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not if it hurts, get your dentist to have a look and fix it for ya. you'll feel 100% better, after the shock of the bill wears off. ^_^Posted 11-03-2009 at 11:47 PM by vesta - lol trueQuote:Originally Posted by vesta
not if it hurts, get your dentist to have a look and fix it for ya. you'll feel 100% better, after the shock of the bill wears off. ^_^Posted 11-03-2009 at 11:49 PM by Arch~Bishop -
Is the bill that much over there? I'm glad I live in the UK. Get some grillz and you'll be smiling again just like Mike Jones, Who?
Posted 11-03-2009 at 11:59 PM by Karyuudan -
LOL ...nah well my dad thinks since the tooth that chipped had always jutted out, it'll make my smile look much better...but i kinda like how it looked. Oh wellPosted 11-04-2009 at 12:36 AM by Perverted Monk
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