http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/ Here you can find all the latest anime streamed and have not only the option to download them, but also the option to talk about them. en Tue, 14 Feb 2012 12:10:33 GMT vBulletin 60 http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/v-son_mavi/misc/rss.jpg http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/ http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/24261-progress.html Wed, 04 Jan 2012 04:56:12 GMT So guys, I'm not sure if you knew this or not, but I skate. I've been skating for a couple of years now actually (since around 8th grade) but I hadn't really picked it up until about Sophomore year (last year) and I've been getting better haha.

A cousin of mine actually moved over to my state from Mexico and I have to say he is an experienced skater and I've learned a shit load from that ****er haha. I mean lately I've acquired a good bag of tricks.

Mostly what I can accomplish is (also in fakie) Frontside and Backside 180 olies, Shove its, Pop Shove its, Olies, 50-50 Grinds, 50-0 grinds, boardslides, manuels (to a certain degree) and some old school moves like an old school impossible. The best staircase I've landed had about 5 steps (lol ameature really) and those were only made with the average ollie :p

What I want to learn (or really master) are the kickflips and heelflips. So far i can only get them to varial but it's really going to take some time. Oh yeah, I must'nt forget the Big Spins, those are bad ass haha. But I'm glad, really. I've got this far, maybe I can get farther. I'm planning on joining a competition. Maybe I'll end up winning. It's kind of a dream of mine to get sponsored... But idk. It's all really just up in the air for now. I suppose I'll just need to wait and see where my decisions take me. I'll try to get some footage for you guys to see if you want. Maybe even make a sponsor video that will blow minds. In any case, I feel accomplished and I hope to get better. ]]> Perverted Monk http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/24261-progress.html http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/14426-pixelling-adventure.html Tue, 10 Aug 2010 01:02:05 GMT So i had a thought of becoming a pixel artist..... i decided to put it to action and what came about is the avy you see today. very crappy i know but... So i had a thought of becoming a pixel artist..... i decided to put it to action and what came about is the avy you see today. very crappy i know but i couldnt help but try for a pixel mario :) anyway, if there are any other pixel artists, mind helping a newbie get better? So far ive gotten the feel for creating my own different colors and played around the software I've downloaded (Graphics Gale) Sooo.. yeah thats it lol ]]> Perverted Monk http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/14426-pixelling-adventure.html http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/7636-random-story-part-2.html Wed, 04 Nov 2009 22:12:04 GMT I walk up to the brick house, shabby and dysfunctional, unfinished and lacking paint jobs and bricks. Its been that way for years, but my family no... I walk up to the brick house, shabby and dysfunctional, unfinished and lacking paint jobs and bricks. Its been that way for years, but my family no longer minds. My grandfather was building the house but after he died. We left his unfinished project as a way to always remember him. His memory will never vanish.

I step onto the concrete porch, and try the door. Its locked. I pull out a set of keys and unlock the golden knob and lock above it. i twist it and open the white door. I step inside.

I make my way through the empty house and sit at my desk in my room. I turn on the computer and as i wait for it too boot up i take a second to examine where i am. The room is all black except for one that is crimson red. The walls are bare. the only thing in this room is a bed, TV, bed and computer. A weight set sits in the far corner of the rectangular dark room. The hardwood floor echos every step i make. The PC finally gets situated and i pull up my itunes. I sigh and stare at the ceiling as my music fills my room.

My phone vibrates. I have a text message from her. "Ay wuts up? ;)". I smile. Its from Lisa. "Nothing much, You?", i answer back. " I heard thers going 2 b a party l8er. Want 2 go?"she said. I thought about it. "What the worst that could possibly happen at a party? besides maybe it would be good for me to be able to relax". But a foreboding feeling came to me, "what if something happens...." I shook my head to get away from the thought. "Then I'll protect her, no matter what. Maybe i might even steal her away from her boyfriend..." I smirked at the idea but i felt as though i would never be good enough for her.

"Who are you going to go with?".
"Who do u think? unles he doesnt sho. If he doesnt i'll txt u, k? :)"
"Fine." i texted back. I walked to the restroom and washed my face. I frowned. I have big brown eyes and black/brown hair, that's short and has wide curls. I have tan skin. When i was smaller people used to compliment my smile as being beautiful, but now that i no longer smile as often i wouldn't know what they'd say know. Lisa doesn't mind it, so i guess its not too bad. I have "beauty marks" as my aunt likes to call them scattered on my face. One under my right eye, one above my lip, one on my chin, and one on my left cheek. I rub my face. People also say i have high cheek bones... I guess they're right. I sigh and turn the water on in the bath tub. I began to get ready for the Party.

" He didn't sho up. :( mind taking me instead?"
" I'll be there soon."
I opened the door to my car and sped off to her house. "Maybe this will be my chance... " ]]> Perverted Monk http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/7636-random-story-part-2.html http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/7611-chipped-my-tooth.html Tue, 03 Nov 2009 23:32:54 GMT ****ing chipped my tooth today. FUUUUUUCCCKKKK i'm so ****ing pissed. Its chipped diagonally.... it hurts, mostly when i open my mouth. i guess a nerve must be exposed.

It happened at Drill team practice( i'm in J.R.O.T.C.) while i spun the rifle i guess i lost grip on my rifle and it smacked me in the mouth. the only thing that i felt was pure anger. ever look made me wince with overwhelming anger. It looks very bad...very bad. Most of my tooth is gone. I'm so pissed because after i thought about it.... this smile is what made me, me. the only thing i've ever got compliments on was my smile. and i used to smile so care-freely, and now... i have to hold my mouth shut. Now i truly understand how it feels to live without happiness. my smile is gone, and so is my mask. Thats all i want to say about it, if i say anymore i'll get more depressed. i posted this to help me feel better. ]]> Perverted Monk http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/7611-chipped-my-tooth.html http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/7585-random-story.html Tue, 03 Nov 2009 02:52:26 GMT The gray, aggressive clouds govern the sky. Floating endlessly in a motion unknown to us. Slowly rain forms and the condensation builds to a point of... The gray, aggressive clouds govern the sky. Floating endlessly in a motion unknown to us. Slowly rain forms and the condensation builds to a point of unbearable down pour. I'm running late to school. Walking slowly through the mudy soil, trudging along the slop listening to my mp3 player. Heavy riffs, repetitive drum beats, and inhale screaming is all i can hear. The melancholy day brings me down. Today's my birthday.

I walk through the school doors, Security, metal detectors, Teachers checking backpacks. Late as I am, no one is around. I slowly make my way to class. I try the knob. the door is locked. I sigh and knock. The teacher's frown peers through the open door and he lets me in. "Your late, Take a seat, ask your nieghboor whats going on." Was all he said. I took my seat, the mp3 still playing. " I can't stand this place..." my thoughts trailed off. "Here just copy me" the girl beside me said with a smile. Her looks were extremely unappealing. She had hair on her upper lip, and gaps in her baby teeth, she often switched her retainer on and off. The frown on my face was all that answered back, i didn't look at the paper. And the day wore on.

Lunch. The period i hate the most. Lunches that were miss matched and unhealthy. The sight of them made me lose my hunger. I sat next to my friends, or at least the closes thing i had to friends. The looks of fake happiness expressed on each face, oily and full of acne, and i wondered why i hung out with such losers. I grunted and said nothing. Someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around. " Hey um.. Whats your name?" a girl said shyly. The look of surprise was all i had, and for a couple of seconds i was speechless. The girl blushed and said " haha um... never mind, sorry for interrupting you." I sat there dumbfounded and turned back. Who was this girl? i thought. I thought about it and concluded she was not at all bad looking. She had long brown hair, big hazel eyes, soft, light skin, and she had scent of oranges. My favorite fruit. Doubt gripped my mind, " i could never have that..." I sighed and put the volume to full blast. Low growls and heavy riffs filled my mind. Anger pulsed through my veins. The only emotion i ever showed.

8th period. Athletics. Can't say i hate this class, though i can say i love it either. At least here i can release the rage the builds up through the day. I hit the weight room, lifting and pulling, pushing and lifting. the adrenaline pulls me through, and my veins pulsate with blood. I can almost feel my heart pump the crimson fluid through the pain. Nothing seems to satisfy me anymore, and i leave. i go outside where classmates mindlessly tackle and hit each other in a game of football. Nothing i'm interested in and so i walk away. I look to the sky and think of everything. Everything that i wish would change.

Something comes to mind, " I wish i had her..." I laugh at the thought. She has a boyfriend already, there was no room for another guy friend like me with average height, good build, and nothing but the aggressive beats and high pitched screams of Metal and Screamo bands flow through my mind. I shake my head.

Her name is Lisa. She's shorter than me. She likes the same kind of music i like, and techno which i don't like but also don't mind. She's not the girl i met before, but shes in my 5th class. She means something to me, but i don't know what. She's moving away, and i want her to stay there's nothing i can do. I hate it. Shes got dark brown hair with dyed blond highlights that cover her eyes. She wears plastic bands around her wrist and a small ****ies sweater. You can hardly see the make-up she wears. She's elegant, and soft-spoken. She speaks to me. The only girl I've made a conversation with this whole school year. Thinking about her leaving makes me sick to my stomach. The song playing is a song by Bring Me The Horizon. "I need you....to close my eyes...." The bell rings, and i walk home. ]]> Perverted Monk http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/7585-random-story.html http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/7437-random-thoughts.html Wed, 28 Oct 2009 23:02:26 GMT Dudes....today is what? the 28 of October... probably a good thing to write the date for my first blog (even though it will tell you at the top with... Dudes....today is what? the 28 of October... probably a good thing to write the date for my first blog (even though it will tell you at the top with the exact time and stuff...) So i felt like putting this blog up just so i can ease my mind maybe write some stories i don't know yet... and i like the idea of hving a blog. So yeah dudes. So i guess i should start off with whats on my mind right now.

Not to long i got home from running a mile. I'm pretty disappointed at my time (6.07 minutes). And i know i could do better but something in me wouldn't try. Its hard to explain but... it juust wouldn't. I tried to build adrenaline to get my self mad, but even though i couldnt. It was so fustrating, that i couldn't think straight about the girl i have such strong feelings for, and i couldn't get mad. And it makes me fall to despair that i can't see her in my mind anymore. Its only been a couple weeks since i last saw her but i can't see her and i with each other anymore. And when i finally did feel something i felt crappy... you know like depressed and ....dude writing this blog is ****ing hard, my mind won't run.

*sigh* .... every time i look at the sky, i begin to lose feeling and i go numb. i was i was always numb. That way i wouldn't have to feel anything when i tell the girl i love i love her and she rejects me because we're just friends. Yup. that would be awesome. and not having to love her naymore would be the greatest, but everytime we meet its like we're meant to be. and when she leaves my eyes get clouded and i almost cry, but the tears won't fall. Its like being cut over and over and the blood won't fall. Its painful watching her go. because deep down i want to spend everyday with her, seeing her beautiful smile... actually i like everything about her, except the her bluntness it makes me feel stupid like if i say something she'll look at me seriously and go "no" and my confidence is shot down XD ghod i hate that but i also like that about her. And to me she's just so strong and cute. And i always find myself thinking about her and i dream about her all the time. its like i'd say 80% of my dreams are about her. And when she's sad i'm sad and when she's mad i'm mad and when shes happy i'm happy. And when other guys play around with her i get so ****ing jealosu and uselsess knowing i can't do anything! FFUUCCKCKKKKK.... and if theres anything i hate its when i let her down... i hate letting her down... because it tears me apart when i do.... i don't tihnk her dad likes me but her mom is cool with me ^_^ so thats cool right?

I try me hardest to stop loving her but i can't its like trying to pull me heart out of my chest, theres no one as cool as her, even though to me it seems like we're not even compatible we don't really have much in common and even our humor is different yet i have such strong feelings for her. I'm really not sure if its love or just affection or whatever, all i know is that my feelings for her are deep. i would get her anything in the world, no matter what it cost me, even my life. But sometimes i question my feelings and i get so confused. *sigh*

well i guess thats it? ^_^ thanks for reading..if you did XD if you didn't thats cool and i don't get any comments thats cool, this was mostly for me to find myself in my writing, to give me some peace of mind.... ]]> Perverted Monk http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/blogs/perverted-monk/7437-random-thoughts.html