A little Piece of Queen
here are a few songs that describe my life and express a little bit of who is Queen.Like everyone else I go through hardships at life but mostly i try to joke away the pain.For those who know me and understand me I hope you continue to love me "as is".
Evanescence-Everybody's Fool
This blog is about how I am always smiling and trying to be positive in front of my kids,family and friends.I do my duties as a mom,Hokage,friend and I always try to be there for people as a light in their darkeness,but behind the scenes I am in tormoil with emotions and doubts.I am not as fearless as some people think I am,I am actually a very sensitive person and I drink alot at times trying to numb myself from lifes harshness,so I am not so different from anyone,except maybe I hide it a little better.
Sometimes I just want to scream (and burn things) and spin myself around in circles to feel life stop just for a moment and accept that I am real.This life will not end peacefully but you have to break through it to really experience this mess(known as life).There is so much to go through and so many lessons to be learned but you can't always be this nice,loving,smiling puppet for everyone
Sometimes you just have to be yourself even if that means being a douchbag or telling someone to piss off ey'.However a happy medium should always be something to strive for,because like me..I have people to take care of,people who depend on me and I cant run away,I have to be Mrs.Smiley pants to make their life a little bit easier so for the time being I can carry them and not faulter in my duties.....without ever forgetting who I am and trying to be better under my mask.In the beginning when i wake and end when I go to sleep I will try to be good,no matter what...it's the best choice through all the drama,chaos and turmoil,hearing the words "that I would be good" helps me
Alanis Morrisette-That I would Be Good
Seether-Rise Above This
I hope someone can benefit from this just as I do...and don't be afraid of yourself.
I am not just a mom,a lover,a freind,a sister,a daughter...I am a person with emotion,objectives,dreams,goals and a future.
Finding out who you are is the only way to unlock reality,to see what you have to offer and what you simply cannot take.
peace
Evanescence-Everybody's Fool
This blog is about how I am always smiling and trying to be positive in front of my kids,family and friends.I do my duties as a mom,Hokage,friend and I always try to be there for people as a light in their darkeness,but behind the scenes I am in tormoil with emotions and doubts.I am not as fearless as some people think I am,I am actually a very sensitive person and I drink alot at times trying to numb myself from lifes harshness,so I am not so different from anyone,except maybe I hide it a little better.
Sometimes I just want to scream (and burn things) and spin myself around in circles to feel life stop just for a moment and accept that I am real.This life will not end peacefully but you have to break through it to really experience this mess(known as life).There is so much to go through and so many lessons to be learned but you can't always be this nice,loving,smiling puppet for everyone
Sometimes you just have to be yourself even if that means being a douchbag or telling someone to piss off ey'.However a happy medium should always be something to strive for,because like me..I have people to take care of,people who depend on me and I cant run away,I have to be Mrs.Smiley pants to make their life a little bit easier so for the time being I can carry them and not faulter in my duties.....without ever forgetting who I am and trying to be better under my mask.In the beginning when i wake and end when I go to sleep I will try to be good,no matter what...it's the best choice through all the drama,chaos and turmoil,hearing the words "that I would be good" helps me
Alanis Morrisette-That I would Be Good
Seether-Rise Above This
I hope someone can benefit from this just as I do...and don't be afraid of yourself.
I am not just a mom,a lover,a freind,a sister,a daughter...I am a person with emotion,objectives,dreams,goals and a future.
Finding out who you are is the only way to unlock reality,to see what you have to offer and what you simply cannot take.
peace
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peace back? and i can kinda relate to part of this but wont say whichPosted 06-22-2009 at 04:23 PM by elvispacman
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You should also put up there "God Save the Qeen" by the Sex PistolsPosted 06-22-2009 at 04:34 PM by erazeN
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Oh Queen,
We all have our moments in life, and some seem harder then others and then some just seem so easy but at the same time so very hard. I understand what your feeling and you know this since you know a bit about my life. As women, mothers, friends, lovers, etc. there may be a time when we forget just who we are as a person, we may forget where we stand on this totem pole. Where do you stand Queen? I am now standing at the very top of my totem pole, and my children are right behind me.
Why am I at the top? Simple. If I'm not tops, if I'm not healthy, not whole, or strong. Then who is going to be there for them, the children. I'm the example for them, and I want them to be so very amazing adults, just as they are amazing children.
You are a great woman, strong, loving, caring, willing to sacrifice for your children, I know this. As do many others.
Should you ever need to chat you know where to find me.
Your friend, Vesta : )Posted 06-22-2009 at 04:40 PM by vesta
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thanks for reading and posting
to vesta...you are truly a great friend and you know me so well...
I am soooo glad that you are in my life and you are also a great woman,mother and friend.....
God Bless you my beautiful friendPosted 06-22-2009 at 05:06 PM by QUEEN_UCHIHA
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thnx queen, we all want a piece of you
Posted 06-22-2009 at 05:06 PM by ProDeathblow
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Life is full of trials, I mean after all it is the "ultimate test" as some of you might want to refer it as, but never mind that. Life is life and it sure isn’t easy. There are of course few people out there who need your lead, so don’t let em down, and stand up firm and strong. In other words don’t be the first pillar to crumble down first.Posted 06-22-2009 at 05:22 PM by _SEGA_
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Its alwayz good to know more of a friend....we haven't talked much...but you motherly side..its very beautiful...thanks for showing us a little of you....Posted 06-22-2009 at 05:42 PM by firenwater
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nice blog it's actually meaningfull unlike the random jibberish that comes from others and me lolPosted 06-22-2009 at 07:21 PM by gokukurosaki
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