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QUEEN_UCHIHA — Thu, 19 May 2011 03:09:48 GMT

having everything written to memory isnt good enough
the rough times creeping into airless pathways between us
we are broken and without devotion a team divided
we fall into despairs hands to be carried and blindsided
by a past once divided by two leaves nothing for you

unspoken plans you've hidden from me
turned my jealousy into a cage and an excuse to leave
widened your frosted lips to make a convincing smile
a kiss away yet miles deep in denial
memories can no longer hold me within these walls
when loving you blindly is futile,so its time to let it fall
words are just air until actions stand tall......and for you,there were none at all
so ... *release*...*reverse*...*recall*..

Happy Jumu'a !! What do muslims know about Jesus and Christmas? for muslims

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 18:55:14 GMT

what does Jesus have to do with christmas? What are you taught about the truth about Jesus,son of Mary? What IS Christmas??

Duppy Art >:O

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 13:52:36 GMT

ROFLMAO

YouTube- Duppy Art :Twin of Twins - Kirk

Reaping the benefits of ramadan!!

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 17:21:41 GMT

YouTube - Reaping the benefits of Ramadan [1/6]

YouTube - Reaping the benefits of Ramadan [2/6]

YouTube - Reaping the benefits of Ramadan [3/6]

YouTube - Reaping the benefits of Ramadan [4/6]

YouTube - Reaping the benefits of Ramadan [5/6]

YouTube - Reaping the benefits of Ramadan [6/6]

Desires and the World

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 18:06:06 GMT

Your Desires will End ...When ????

To the darkness in myself

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 16:00:34 GMT

A poem By QUEEN_UCHIHA

A Note: To The Darkness In Myself

I've embraced you as my lover in the stillness of night
what a delightful treat,what a great respite
to hide you,to tease you,
your embrace was revered
you have held me too long,you have grown and enticed fear
i can no longer love you,my mind is too
meek
you have torn at my insides and my resolve is weak
i made you so strong,as you used me
all along
but no longer
the light has crawled and inched it's way forth
i am responding to its bright embers
i will follow the torch
i no longer
belong
to you.......

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Lyrics To Seether: Diseased
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Leave your mark under my skin
Oh my how strong you are
And feast your eyes on my disdain
And hope this one won't scar

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you,
Push if you still need my pain
Cause I will never tell
And scream if you still hate my name
Cause I'll be where I fell

Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your breath
Come sit close to me
Hands around my neck
Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your breath
Come sit close to me, close to me, yeah

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you

If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
And if I confide that I am a liar
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
Push in 'til it breaks,
if it bleeds then I'll be okay

If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
And if I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful
If I decide that I am alive
Than I'm diseased and ungrateful
If I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful

Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me

A little Piece of Queen

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 15:15:24 GMT

here are a few songs that describe my life and express a little bit of who is Queen.Like everyone else I go through hardships at life but mostly i try to joke away the pain.For those who know me and understand me I hope you continue to love me "as is".

Evanescence-Everybody's Fool

This blog is about how I am always smiling and trying to be positive in front of my kids,family and friends.I do my duties as a mom,Hokage,friend and I always try to be there for people as a light in their darkeness,but behind the scenes I am in tormoil with emotions and doubts.I am not as fearless as some people think I am,I am actually a very sensitive person and I drink alot at times trying to numb myself from lifes harshness,so I am not so different from anyone,except maybe I hide it a little better.

Sometimes I just want to scream (and burn things) and spin myself around in circles to feel life stop just for a moment and accept that I am real.This life will not end peacefully but you have to break through it to really experience this mess(known as life).There is so much to go through and so many lessons to be learned but you can't always be this nice,loving,smiling puppet for everyone

Sometimes you just have to be yourself even if that means being a douchbag or telling someone to piss off ey'.However a happy medium should always be something to strive for,because like me..I have people to take care of,people who depend on me and I cant run away,I have to be Mrs.Smiley pants to make their life a little bit easier so for the time being I can carry them and not faulter in my duties.....without ever forgetting who I am and trying to be better under my mask.In the beginning when i wake and end when I go to sleep I will try to be good,no matter what...it's the best choice through all the drama,chaos and turmoil,hearing the words "that I would be good" helps me :)

Alanis Morrisette-That I would Be Good

Seether-Rise Above This

I hope someone can benefit from this just as I do...and don't be afraid of yourself.

I am not just a mom,a lover,a freind,a sister,a daughter...I am a person with emotion,objectives,dreams,goals and a future.

Finding out who you are is the only way to unlock reality,to see what you have to offer and what you simply cannot take.

peace :)

Glad Tidings to the Strangers

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Fri, 29 May 2009 12:35:02 GMT

"Islam began as something strange, and it shall return to being something strange, so give glad tidings to the strangers."

Many times in many situations the people that follow the religion of Allah feel a sense of not belonging, of being out of place, of not fitting in, and, in other words, of being strange.A person sees his brothers and sisters doing acts that are contrary to Islam, or taking part in innovations that sometimes even border on kufr yet he feels that he does not have enough power or courage to stop them in these acts. Some brothers and sisters, especially if they do not have enough taqwa or Islamic knowledge, sometimes buckle under the pressure of their peers and join in these acts, knowing that this is not what Allah wants them to do. However, feeling helpless, since it seems that they are alone in their ideas and without any support to help them do what is right, they succumb to such pressures.

These brothers and sisters, may Allah have mercy on them, should take consolation in the verses of the Qur’an and the many statements of the Prophet (saws) describing this very situation of strangeness that they feel.

It was asked, "Who are those strangers, O Messenger of Allah?" He replied, "Those that correct the people when they become corrupt." Another narration says, "Those that correct my Sunnah which has been corrupted by the people after me."
In another narration he said in response to the same question, "They are a small group of people among a large evil population. Those who oppose them are more than those who follow them."
This is what Allah says in surah al-Anaam,

"And if you obey most of the people on Earth, they will lead you astray" (Qur'an al-Anaam 116).

Allah also says,

"And most of mankind will not believe, even if you (O Muhammad) desire it eagerly" (Qur'an Yusuf 103);

"And truly, most of mankind are rebellious and disobedient (to Allah)." (Qur'an al-Maidah 49)

"But nay, most of mankind are ungrateful" (Qur'an Yusuf 38).

"O you who believe! Take care of your own selves. If you follow right guidance, no harm can come to you from those who err" (Qur'an al-Maidah 105)

he said, "Nay indeed, order good and forbid evil until you see stinginess being obeyed, and desires being followed, and this world preferred [over the next], and each person being deluded by his own opinions. Then take care of yourself and leave the common people. For indeed, after you there will be days of patience, where patience will be like holding on to glowing embers. Whoever is able to do this will have the reward of fifty people that do like him." They asked, "O Messenger of Allah, the reward of fifty of them?" He replied, "The reward of fifty of you" [Recorded by al-Tirmidhi and Abu Dawud with a weak chain but it has supporting evidence. Al-Albani calls it sahih. See al-Sahiha, #957]. This reward is due to his strangeness among the people.

So, if the believer whom Allah has blessed with wisdom and knowledge wants to tread upon this path, the path of Allah, then let him be prepared to resign himself to the life of a stranger among his people, just like his predecessors who accepted Islam were treated by the people. For indeed, he will be a stranger in his beliefs, because his people have corrupted their beliefs. He will be a stranger in his religion, due to what the people have done to it. He will be a stranger in his manner of praying, because the people are ignorant of the prayer of the Prophet (saws). He will be a stranger in his ordering of good and prohibiting evil, for the people have taken what is evil as good and they have abandoned what is good as evil. In short, then, he will be a stranger in all his matters of this world and the Hereafter, calling to the path of Allah and withstanding the harm of all those that go against him.

As for the second type of strangeness, then know, O reader, that this strangeness is the blameworthy strangeness, for its people are the evil sinners, the ignorant and the arrogant of mankind. Their strangeness is due to their refusal to follow the correct and straight path of Allah. This strangeness is the strangeness of not conforming to the religion of Islam and, as such, it will remain strange even if its followers are numerous, its power is strong and its existence is widespread. These are the strangers to Allah. May Allah keep us from becoming one of them.

The third category of strangeness is, in essence, neither praiseworthy or blameworthy. It is the strangeness that a traveller experiences when he travels to a different country, like a person who lives in a place for a short period of time, knowing that he has to move on. One aspect of this strangeness is that all of us, whether we realize it or not, are strangers in this world, for we will all go one day to our permanent abode in the Hereafter. This is the meaning of the hadith of the Prophet (saws) when he told Abdullah ibn Umar, "Live in this world as though you are a stranger or a wayfarer." Thus, this category of strangeness has the potential to become a praiseworthy strangeness if we realize the meaning of this statement of Allah’s Messenger (saws).
We pray that Allah bless us to be Muslims, knowledgeable and pious, and that He forgive us our sins and bless us with His Mercy. Glorified be your Lord, the Lord of Honour and Power! (He is free) from what they attribute to Him And Peace be on the Messengers. And all Praise and thanks be to the Allah, the Lord of the Worlds.

your last breath....

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Sun, 03 May 2009 16:41:02 GMT

speak out about palestine

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Wed, 29 Apr 2009 20:28:20 GMT

outlandish and the sound of reason are two bands that i respect their music and the message they put out...

PLEASE HELP PALESTINE!!!

YouTube - Free Palestine

look into my eyes

YouTube - Palestine -The Sound of Reason

palestine

YouTube - Free Palestine - Sami Yusuf ft Outlandish - Try Not To Cry

try not to cry

you decide...original sin or original goodness

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 15:16:31 GMT

YouTube - Original sin or original goodness? Gracie jiujitsu

How the Bible Led me to Islam

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 14:43:45 GMT

this is the first video that i found a few years ago when i converted to Islam that actually identified with me and my life...I have been through many stages in my life with religion.I was bought up in a pretty strict christian home.I was raised a christian but later on wanted to discover my own faith.I questioned everything and everyone,but one thing that never left me was...if I found the truth,i would never leave it.I would do whatever it is that God sked of me...because I believe that the only ONE in my life is GOD.No matter what I do in the day...when i would try to sleep at night I thought of HIM,asked HIM to forgive me or to teach me or to guide me...Here is a speaker that shares my passion,some of my thoughts and ALOT of my path...I hope you enjoy...

I find it best to put up videos of lectures that can say how i feel and think in a better way...Im not that good at expressign mydelf lately...

YouTube - How The Bible Led Me To Islam - Part 1

YouTube - How The Bible Led Me To Islam - Part 2

YouTube - How The Bible Led Me To Islam - Part 3

YouTube - How The Bible Led Me To Islam - Part 4

YouTube - How The Bible Led Me To Islam - Part 5

YouTube - How The Bible Led Me To Islam - Part 6

what does Jesus have to do with Christianity

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Wed, 24 Dec 2008 16:03:16 GMT

this is a video to show a theology about the historical Jesus and the religious Jesus.

It is an interesting video so please watch and comment.

surah yasin with translation

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 19:17:00 GMT

surah yasin part 1
YouTube - Surah Ya Sin/Yasin- Sheikh Al-Ghamidi (Part 1)

part 2
YouTube - Surah Ya Sin/Yasin- Sheikh Al-Ghamidi (Part 2)

this is the Quran being recited and of course I invite the muslims to listen.I will be putiing this in my blog soon :)

The Creation of The Human Being(embryology)

QUEEN_UCHIHA — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 18:26:21 GMT

I am a firm believer in God and this is one of my proofs why I do...

YouTube - The Miracle of Man's Creation - Harun Yahya

Also this is a reason I believe in my religion.A creator that has done so much would not leave us without direction or purpose.

Please watch video and comment.