So sad i know booooooooooo
I thought id share this on an anime site because it pertains to anime itself.
Last night i had an anime marathon of bleach because i have the DVDs and i felt bored..yay for bordem!
Well i watched it from the begging
Welllll.....
Last night i was thinking before i went to bed which was a big mistake and it reminded me of the guilt i have had for about a good ten years.
See to make the long story short i was a selfish kid and out of all the nights i had refused to spend the night at my grandma's the night i had chosen was the night she fell down and broke her hip( and no life alert wasn't around back then!).she later on passed away and i had always blamed myself for not being there sure i was young but i knew the address and how to work a phone i could have done something.
Plus she died from infection due to being on the floor for over 8 hours.after watching the similar emotions appear on the tv i just felt ok with letting my guilt go....she was the first person who got me into sailor moon she wanted me to have fun and be myself. she even went to the store to buy me my sailor mercury doll . the woman was 70! loli knew she wanted a different life for me.
Anyways after the sadness last night i knew she wouldn't want me to live like this with so much guilt.so i was able to let it go and be my normal random self again without an angst lol. so yay good job to bleach making connections with my life everyday : D
but yep i wrote a sad blog formyself to read when ever i have doubts.
I usualy dont do sad blogs so im gonna end it with this.............................
Bye bye thank for reading
Last night i had an anime marathon of bleach because i have the DVDs and i felt bored..yay for bordem!
Well i watched it from the begging
Spoiler
Welllll.....
Last night i was thinking before i went to bed which was a big mistake and it reminded me of the guilt i have had for about a good ten years.
See to make the long story short i was a selfish kid and out of all the nights i had refused to spend the night at my grandma's the night i had chosen was the night she fell down and broke her hip( and no life alert wasn't around back then!).she later on passed away and i had always blamed myself for not being there sure i was young but i knew the address and how to work a phone i could have done something.
Plus she died from infection due to being on the floor for over 8 hours.after watching the similar emotions appear on the tv i just felt ok with letting my guilt go....she was the first person who got me into sailor moon she wanted me to have fun and be myself. she even went to the store to buy me my sailor mercury doll . the woman was 70! loli knew she wanted a different life for me.
Anyways after the sadness last night i knew she wouldn't want me to live like this with so much guilt.so i was able to let it go and be my normal random self again without an angst lol. so yay good job to bleach making connections with my life everyday : D
but yep i wrote a sad blog formyself to read when ever i have doubts.
I usualy dont do sad blogs so im gonna end it with this.............................
Spoiler
Bye bye thank for reading
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:O Glad you're not sad anymore
SpoilerPosted 07-28-2012 at 07:13 PM by 8silverstream8
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lol thanksQuote:Originally Posted by 8silverstream8
:O Glad you're not sad anymore
Spoiler
and he doesnt even know
its a fun mystery lol i bet he wont even read this lol thats all im gonna sayPosted 07-28-2012 at 07:17 PM by SamIsListening -
I know who it is O:Posted 07-28-2012 at 08:47 PM by XDsaraDX -
Your grandma sounds really nice.
Bleach is awesome.
Good luck with your crush.Posted 07-28-2012 at 09:02 PM by vegetto741 - this is why i watch one piece
awww yeah , one piece for nakama
the milk did i read in the spoiler .......
the milk sara ???? you know all , not fair x.x
grandma : ( *i dint even see mine* : (Posted 07-28-2012 at 09:06 PM by CrazeOP - lol thanks you guys and no sara even you dont know ! mwhahahhaahhahahaha!Posted 07-28-2012 at 10:14 PM by SamIsListening
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hmm, you should really say "SPOILER" when your about to spoil something.. i havent watched, but i now know that ichigos mother dies and it hits him hard..thanks.
Posted 07-28-2012 at 10:19 PM by adam typeZERO - my bad im sorry i know i cant unspoil it but it indicates it in episode 1Posted 07-28-2012 at 10:23 PM by SamIsListening
- i wanna know that guy
but if sara does not know , no one knows >.<
in sara's knowledge we trustPosted 07-28-2012 at 10:25 PM by CrazeOP -
I had no clue you felt that way about me.Posted 07-28-2012 at 10:39 PM by -Omega- -
I too love AC.
It's worth donating for.
Had goodtimes here.
With marik and bakura.Posted 07-28-2012 at 11:10 PM by Itzdesire -
chucklesQuote:Originally Posted by -Omega- I had no clue you felt that way about me.Posted 07-28-2012 at 11:47 PM by Random Ms K - What about me mokuba?! D:Quote:Originally Posted by Itzdesire I too love AC.
It's worth donating for.
Had goodtimes here.
With marik and bakura.Posted 07-29-2012 at 02:00 AM by XDsaraDX -
I READ ITQuote:Originally Posted by SamIsListening lol thanks
and he doesnt even know its a fun mystery lol i bet he wont even read this lol thats all im gonna say
Posted 07-29-2012 at 08:04 AM by Fireflyy
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