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			<title>Leaving Until Further Notice</title>
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			<pubDate>Mon, 26 Oct 2009 23:29:48 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[Just wanted to let you all know that i wont be around for a while, i'm having trouble with my mind and if i dont take care of myself i could develop...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">Just wanted to let you all know that i wont be around for a while, i'm having trouble with my mind and if i dont take care of myself i could develop a psychotical disorder... i'm scared and i need time to fix this, i love you all but i love my life and whats left of my sanity more... when i'm doing better i'll drop by and tell y'all how i'm doing.. if you want to keep in touch <a href="mailto:susa_100@hotmail.com">susa_100@hotmail.com</a> is my msn and i'll gladly talk to anyone who adds me.<br />
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guess thats it *bows* i love you all!!! and dont forget me cuz i'll be back once i'm healed... <br />
*shunpos away and cap falls off*</font></div>

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			<title>Vent</title>
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			<pubDate>Sat, 22 Aug 2009 18:31:04 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>you dont need to read this, i just write it so it gets out of my system and i can get through the day alive.... 
 
okay so we have a family meeting...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">you dont need to read this, i just write it so it gets out of my system and i can get through the day alive....<br />
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okay so we have a family meeting because my dad felt like it (my family's very very very numerous, and he invited EVERYONE) so i said hi and sta down and listened to the conversation and shazam! they're talking about my mom's cancer (HOORAY! thats a new topic!) and it sucks cuz everytime i think i'm over the subject and i can carry on with my life BOOM someone starts talking about it agian and it frustrates me because well theres nothing i can do for them to stop talking and well because everyone talks about it like they know what i went through and they DONT so i just feel like punching them and telling them to stfu because they just dont know what all of us went through and they go like &quot;oh yeah i know what thats about, when my goldfish died&quot; OMFG WTH IS WRONG WITH THERE PEOPLE!!!!!!<br />
-.- and well thats all, if u read this far you should find sth better to do... </font></div>

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			<title>=.= friggin skiiers</title>
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			<pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2009 02:54:00 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>I was skiing today, minding my own buisness like a good skiier and suddenly a guy totally rans over me and somehow sends me flying in the air and...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">I was skiing today, minding my own buisness like a good skiier and suddenly a guy totally rans over me and somehow sends me flying in the air and KEEPS GOING!!!!!! i crashed into some dangerously put sticks and they took me down to the little hospital they have there and i have nothing serious... my knee's all messed up and all the left side of my body's totally swollen, but i was lucky tho, these are all just mini concussions and stuff.. <br />
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I just wish the guy had stopped, i dont remember anything (hit my head pretty hard) but i am pretty sure the guy stopped, looked at me and kept going... i mean if u screw up you try to fix it right? T.T now i cant do hockey cuz of this stupid reckless skiier =.= </font></div>

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			<title>Chapter 9 on-hold until i find other name for sheena and ike</title>
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			<pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2009 01:43:05 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[I'M STICKING WITH ROGAN AND SHEIRA PPL! 
 
 
Recently discovered fire emblem (damned that blue-haired Ike) which has a character which is pretty much...]]></description>
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I'M STICKING WITH ROGAN AND SHEIRA PPL!<br />
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Recently discovered fire emblem (damned that blue-haired Ike) which has a character which is pretty much my guy but with blue hair, and tales of symphonia, where there is a purple-haired girl named sheena, so yeah.... gotta find names as cool as those to keep writing, i'll let u know what the new names are.. T.T<br />
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Okay so far I have <br />
Ike:<br />
Heath(*)<br />
Ethan(*)<br />
Tarasios<br />
Thai<br />
Tyler<br />
Tyson<br />
Tanner<br />
Logan(*)<br />
Reagan<br />
Aaron<br />
Blake<br />
Bryant<br />
<br />
Sheena:<br />
Rayna<br />
Shareena<br />
Sharren(*)<br />
Sharon<br />
Shaya(*)<br />
Shayla<br />
Dawn<br />
Shayna (*)<br />
<br />
PLZ if u like any say so.. I ifnd Ike's new name a bit easier than Sheena's for some reason, so her names are a bit like anything i could find...<br />
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BELLE-------------OUT LOOKING FOR NAMES<br />
*the ones i like most</font></div>

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			<title><![CDATA[Scroll 8: Vin's Past (Part 3)]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2009 20:23:43 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>-You don’t have to think Eron, you have to be certain, you can’t depend on your brains very much when you’re fighting hand to hand; trust your...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">-You don’t have to think Eron, you have to be certain, you can’t depend on your brains very much when you’re fighting hand to hand; trust your instincts.- The mage said. He was very, very serious about this, but suddenly he grinned and added: -Well, if I were you I definitely would not rely too much on my brains.-<br />
-Okay, okay… I’m still the best at tracking though.- My mom handed Eron a glass of orange juice, which was is favorite and he gulped it down.<br />
-Yes, yes… you’re still the best at tracking.- Per admitted.<br />
-Okay, it’s getting cold Sheen, so you should go back inside.- Vin stood up and in a second stood me up and pushed me to the house.<br />
-Nooo, please, please Vin just until the tourney’s over, pretty please?- I begged, but Vin would not stop shoving me towards the door.<br />
-No, no Miss Sheena. You’re sick and you have to take care of yourself.- I sighed, she was right.<br />
We walked inside and Vin made me go to bed, she would keep me company until she had to fight again. Once we were settled in my room, I gathered some courage and asked her about the dreams she had where she scream, and about her father.<br />
-Well, you know I know how your body’s working, I know exactly when you’re hurt and everything, right?- I nodded. –Well, before I met you, I could feel everyone’s body. It was awful; I knew when people were sick, when they were going to die, everything. Just imagine having to live with that… I almost lost my mind several times, but there were people in the village that helped me through it.<br />
But what really scarred me is that when I was ten, my father, who worked for the mines in the earth continent, took me with him to the mines, because I was always asking him about them. <br />
There was an explosion on the surface, and the underground tunnels collapsed.- Vin paused for a second and breathed in to continue the story.<br />
-In the mines, there are special shelters for the workers made to save them if the tunnel collapses, but the space is very small, made only for one person. He shoved me in and closed the hatch of the shelter. I couldn’t see him, but until today I can remember exactly how he died, after the tunnel had fallen apart completely, I came out and looked for him, I knew he was alive. <br />
I moved rocks around until the last drop of blood left his fractured and shattered body, which was broken in so many awkward ways it was barely human anymore. I looked for him until night came and there, I fell asleep. <br />
I was woken up by my father’s friends, who had found him just minutes ago, they carried my father’s body and me to my mother, who was very worried, but when she discovered that the thing the men were carrying was my father, she burst out crying, and my older sister too, I just sat there and unwillingly replayed my father’s slow and agonizing death in my head.<br />
That event still haunts my dreams and thoughts, staining everything with the ripping pitch of my father’s scream of agony before the first rock cracked his ribs and perforated his left lung, making it painful for him to breathe, but still, he called out my name, knowing I could feel he was dying, he told me to stay inside until everything was over, he kept mumbling my name until his lungs gave out, until he no longer had the strength to move his lips. And I just sat there, safe and sound while my father suffered from an agonizing death…- She started sobbing, as two tears fell from her eyes. <br />
I did not know what to do, so I just hugged her, and told her it was not her fault, just like Per had. Now everything fell into place, why she freaked out when I got hurt by rocks, why she was so mad at Per, why she got upset when the rock exploded. Now I felt bad for having put her through that.<br />
-Now you know, I think that in order to know each other completely, we need to know our pasts, and this marked my life and made me who I am, so I do not regret telling you this. Maybe next time, you’ll tell me something I don’t know about you.- She smiled and wiped her tears.<br />
-I’m terribly afraid of the darkness, but only when I’m alone, and I really, really hate riding horses.- I admitted, hoping that would make her feel better, and it did. She snickered, and then we both laughed.<br />
-Vin, you’re up against Maple, Per will go and keep beasty company.- Eron announced from outside. Vin stood up and smirked.<br />
-I’ll kick her butt for you okay?- She said, and then left.<br />
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Per came inside my room when I was about to fall asleep, he noticed and silently sat on the chair next to my bed and smiled. <br />
-Get some sleep, sis.-<br />
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Well heres this chapter, sorry it took so long, i got a writer's block :D soo what do u think, like it??</font></div>

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			<title><![CDATA[Scroll 8: Vin's Past (Part 2)]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2009 20:22:24 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>very much. I felt the warm wind brush my cheeks, listened to the leaves fall over the grass, the sound of a fist fight, a staff clashing with another...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">very much. I felt the warm wind brush my cheeks, listened to the leaves fall over the grass, the sound of a fist fight, a staff clashing with another staff, Per’s grunt as Vin swept him off his feet. I chuckled at that sentence.<br />
I sat next to Eron, he was nice, of only he was not manically obsessed about me, we would be very good friends, in fact, we were good friends, but there was always that awkward moment where he made clear he liked me.<br />
-So, what did Per do now?- I asked, and, at the same time Vin dodged Per’s staff and ripped it off his hands.<br />
-Nothing really, we’re having a on-the-floor training.- He explained, and, noticing my confused expression, he explained. –It’s a no-harm match, you can’t use anything that is harmful, only your fists, it is also known as hand or close combat. As Vin and Per are in the back line on normal fights, they are allowed their staffs and their magic to fight, the one that gets their opponent on the floor and is able to sit on top of him or her is the winner.- He concluded.<br />
-When you say back line in normal fights, what do you mean?- I inquired.<br />
-You see, when fighting a single opponent, everyone, as a team has positions, there is the front line and the back line. The front line is the one closest to the opponent, this line is only in charge of harming the opponent, and the back line is in charge of backing up the front line, which is the one that takes the damage for the team. <br />
And there are three types of fighters; the front liner, which in our case is Ike and you, you two are the ones that need more strength and brute force, you cant hesitate or stop in a fight, because that would mean your death in a serious fight, the back liner, which are Vin and Per, they are spell casters, you see, they cant be in the front line because casting a spell takes time, and they cant be bothered while doing it, so while the front liners attack, the back liners cast spells. Per casts offensive spells, and Vin casts healing and defensive spells, that leaves me and Maple, we are mid-liners, which means we can either be in the back line of the front line. Maple’s power allows her to be in the most helpful position, either backing up or attacking. And I am working in my back line, I am really good in the front line, but we have to be balanced, and for the team to balanced we need another mid-liner, you are just learning to use the sword, Ike’s power can’t be used from the back line, so that leaves me.- Eron knew a lot about fighting, I was amazed, not only he knew, but he understood how it worked, and he was good at explaining it.<br />
-Wow Eron, you know a lot about… The battle… Stations?- He laughed.<br />
-Strategy, beasty, strategy.- He said.<br />
-Oh, well you know a lot about strategies Eron.- I praised.<br />
-This is just the basic stuff beasty, when we’re done with you you’ll know way much more than this.- As he said this, Per turned into a rope and tied Vin’s feet together, she tripped and fell on her back, but before Per could turn back she was on her feet again, she raced towards Per, who had just turned back and kicked him in the chest. At this attack, Per caught hold of Vin’s leg and pulled her towards him, she raised her staff towards him but he turned Vin’s leg around and she lost balance but managed to kick him in the face with her other leg, as she flip-flapped away from him empty-handed. Per threw Vin’s staff at her, and as she attempted to grab it, the staff turned into a rock that Vin scarcely evaded.<br />
-That was dangerous.- Vin sighed, more to herself than to anyone else.<br />
-Come on Hun, is that all you’ve got?- Per taunted.<br />
-Not really, I was just warming up sweetie.- Vin snapped back.<br />
-Well that is amazing because if that is it then we could just call it a.- As Per kept talking, Vin disappeared from where she was and darted towards Per, but they started moving at an amazing speed that my eyes could not follow. Amazingly, all my companions seemed to be able to follow their movements easily, whereas all my family looked quite confused. I had seen them move at this speed, and was shocked by it, now I was used to them moving that fast, but I had never managed to follow their movements, so I guessed it was nothing you could train your eye to see.<br />
I could see as all my family squinted their eyes to try and understand what was going on, and I resigned to my very, very normal and powerless eye and took some time to look at the landscape, but I found myself contemplating all the people gathered around the fight, which was now filled with afterimages of Vin and Per, sometimes there would be a flying staff, a grunt or a giggle, but it would go on. My eyes went from Ike to Liz, then from my mother to my father and after they would fixate on Eron. <br />
I just couldn’t figure him out yet, it is as if he has two personalities, one was completely obsessed with me, and would do anything to have me, but the other one was completely different, it was very nice, I could totally stand it, I actually was starting to like that part of Eron.<br />
After five minutes of this sped up fight, I started getting bored, so I started thinking about Vin’s healing power, and suddenly became uneasy with the trail my thoughts were going.<br />
-Hey Eron, what if somehow the opponent gets to Vin and there is no one there to help her out?- I asked, now very upset about this possibility, which made my voice very tense, almost as if I was going to cry.<br />
-Don’t worry beasty, she and Per have already discussed that possibility, and Ike made them a special dagger that fits in the sole of their shoes, that is in the worse case scenario, just so they can hold until one of us appears.- He explained.<br />
-That’s clever- I said, as I sighed in relief – It is kind of awful though.- I added.<br />
-Not really, we just try to patch up everyone’s weak spots, but since we are a team, we shouldn’t be separated to fight, that is the way it is thought to be, but at the same time we are prepared for everything. Besides, Vin’s a beast when it comes to fighting, just watch.- He said.<br />
-Well, I would but I have a little sight problem, see, I really can not follow such speed, nor can any member of our family.- I said, and pointed at my father, who was so concentrated in the fight that his face was twisted in a very awkward way. <br />
Eron cracked up at my father’s attempts to see the fight and his laugh was so contagious I couldn’t help but laughing too.<br />
<br />
Suddenly, Vin stopped moving, and Per disappeared, she looked around, knowing he was around, waiting for the exact moment to break her defense. Vin abruptly let go of her staff and fell on the floor, and, as she tried standing up, Per appeared sitting on top of her with both staffs on his hands.<br />
-Gotcha.-Per said. He stood up and quickly got Vin on her feet, she dusted herself and snatched her staff from her boyfriend’s hands.<br />
-Nicely done, sweetie, but you’re still not match for me.- Per said, he pulled Vin close and kissed her.<br />
-Well, you know on-the-floor is not exactly my specialty, I can still kick your ass in knock-out though.- She said.<br />
-Okay, the winner is Per, so now it’s Eron’s turn to go against Per.- My father said.<br />
-Exactly- Eron exclaimed –Now, if you’ll excuse me beasty, I have to kick some ass.- He said, and as he stood up and got in a fighting stance, Vin took his place next to me.<br />
-Nicely done Vin, you’re very good at this.- I praised.<br />
-Not really, I’m the worse fighter, but I’m getting better.- She said.<br />
The second the match started, Eron darted towards Per and landed a very painful looking kick on his stomach.<br />
-He got him good.- Ike said.<br />
-That must have hurt.- I said, Vin, Liz and my parents just looked away.<br />
Per just stood there, with his face twisted in a painful look, white as snow and barely breathing, but when Eron turned away from him, he grinned and winked at me, and rapidly changed back to his painful look. I had to bite my lip to repress a giggle.<br />
-Thank you, thank you very much.- Eron bowed at everyone. – It is my pleasure and delight to kick the old man’s butt any time you like. Vin, just call me anytime, I am going to start charging by the bruise though.- He grinned stupidly and kept bragging about his self-proclaimed victory, and Per took that time to recover from the blow and make himself invisible.<br />
-Huh? Where’s the geezer?- <br />
-When are you going to learn Eron?- Per asked, still invisible.<br />
Eron suddenly tripped forward and kept his balance only to get punched in the face by Per, who slowly appeared, as he punched and kicked Eron and he fought back.<br />
Several gasps, moans and flying kicks later, Eron fell on his stomach and did not have time to stand up, because Per san on top of him and hit his head with his staff.<br />
-How many times do I have to tell you… Make sure you have won before claiming victory, you’re an easy target if you’re careless.- Eron stood up with Per on his back, he sled down and fell on his feet.<br />
-I just thought I had you with that punch. Did it hurt?- Eron smirked evilly and dusted his pants. <br />
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			<title><![CDATA[Scroll 8: Vin's Past (Part 1)]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2009 20:19:01 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[-Waking up, see?- 
-I don’t see anything at all; it's been the same for four days.- 
-She's conscious again.- 
-No Vin, why don’t you just tell us...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">-Waking up, see?-<br />
-I don’t see anything at all; it's been the same for four days.-<br />
-She's conscious again.-<br />
-No Vin, why don’t you just tell us the truth, she's in a comma, isn’t she?-<br />
-Come on Eron; be reasonable. Nobody goes into a comma because of a fever.-<br />
-Siding with Vin wont help you at all Per.-<br />
-Shut up, I'm trying my best.-<br />
-Four days?- I asked<br />
-She's alive! Beasty, are you okay?- Eron said as he hugged me tightly.<br />
-Back off you beast! She's in pain.-Vin growled.<br />
-Why should I be in pain?- I asked, their conversation was too complicated for me to follow.<br />
-Well, you kinda went delirious and fell off the stairs.- Ike said.<br />
-No way. I hate my life.- I moaned.<br />
-Don’t be an dumb Eron; she's too confused to notice it’s a joke.- Per said, and then I heard something that was probably a smack, but I didn’t bother to open my eyes and check.<br />
-Sorry beasty, I was just kidding.-<br />
-You're in pain because of the fever; it's been going up and down all week.-<br />
-This sucks- I said -It's been one month and a half or something since I met you and I've been awake for twenty three of those days; that is just wrong. At this rate I'll never be ready in time.- I sighed<br />
-Don’t worry Sheens, you have to take your time so you don’t hurt yourself, and this time it's my fault.- Per said. <br />
	I opened my eyes and discovered it was the hour of the twilight. I was no longer covered in towels; instead, I was covered in blankets and Liz was lying beside me, she was hot, like everything I ever touched, although this time it was different. Normally when I came in contact with something hot, I felt like I had to stop touching it, similar to the way you feel when you touch ice, you don’t need to, but you want to. This time her warmness felt nice, like I needed it.<br />
Per's face was… Pitiful and grim. His eyes were baggy and his mouth was twisted in a bow, like he hadn’t slept in days.<br />
-Come on Per, you know it isn’t your fault, we all know that.- I said. <br />
-Yeah, except Vin- Eron added -She's being really *****y about this.-<br />
-Eron, get out, now.-Vin warned.<br />
-You have got to know when to stop.- Per advised. <br />
-Okey-dokey. Jeez, love issues affect all the party, this sucks. Hey Liz, wanna help me out a bit in the kitchen?- He Asked Vin, which had been silent until now and opened the door.<br />
-Umm, sure, I'll be right there.- She said. Eron left the room and Vin did too.<br />
-I swear, if he says anything else… One more word and I'll annihilate him. He won't be able to talk again. So long, sound boy!- Vin muttered. <br />
-Come on Vin, you're scaring me. He--. I wanted to make her see she was really being awful about this whole thing, but I didn’t want to pass onto her &quot;To Kill&quot; list. -He is right, you know? I mean, look at Per for one second. He's awful.- <br />
	She looked at Per, at first, she was frowning and her eyes were evil. I'm not exaggerating, really evil. Her mouth was shut and her lips were pressed in a tight, flat line.<br />
	But after a while, they looked into each other's eyes and Vin's frown began to slowly disappear, her face started to relax and all evilness abandoned her eyes.<br />
	Per was pale, his eyes were baggy, and his hair was messy. His face was dull and shadowy. After a while, almost at the same time as Vin's, it started changing. It slowly started gaining color, and he relaxed his eyebrows.<br />
-I'm…I'm sorry Per. I was really mean to you and you didn’t disserve it.- Vin smiled. -Now, why don’t you go to the bathroom and fix your hair? It's awful.- She said with a playful voice. -And, while you're at it, wash your face hun, it's dreadful.- She laughed and Per sighed.<br />
-There is the Vin I love, I've missed you, you know?- He said as he held her in his arms.<br />
-I'm sorry Per, I was unfair, but I- I was upset about the wh-whole rock thing.- She mumbled as she buried her face in Per's chest and he hugged her tightly. I had never seen so many sudden changes of moods in one person so fast, it was impressive.<br />
-Its okay sweetie, I understand, and I'm terribly sorry I made you remember that, I should have been more careful.- Per said. He was so gentle, he spoke so softly at that time; he was so careful that it seemed as if Vin would fall apart if he made one sudden movement. There was something that I was obviously missing.<br />
	Vin started crying after that, and she continued for about two hours, she kept saying things like &quot;I didn’t do anything to save him&quot; and &quot;He was in so much pain&quot;. And Per was there for her, comforting through every single minute of her pain. Right there, there was something I couldn’t understand about love. I probably wouldn’t stay with her the whole time; I'd get bored and leave her. But he stayed; a complete mystery to me. <br />
<br />
During the two hours, I just lay on my bed, being as quiet as I could. I would've left the room but I knew if I tried Vin would stop me and I didn’t want to interrupt.<br />
<br />
Two hours later, the sobbing gradually stopped. I noticed Vin's iris had turned completely red. It was a really strange thing to see, she looked creepy, I couldn’t understand why that had happened, but it wasn’t the moment to ask. After a while Vin fell asleep in Per's arms.<br />
<br />
I didn’t know what to say, I knew Vin had to tell me what was she crying about, but it was hard not to talk about what had just happened. I hated those uncomfortable silences.<br />
-Um, so, Per… About the levitation thing, what did you find out?- I asked.<br />
<br />
-I'm not sure I should tell you.- He said as he picked Vin up. -I'll be right back.- He opened the door of my room, carried Vin to her bed and came back to my room.<br />
-Come on, why not?-<br />
-I'm afraid that you'll run away and train.- He said as he sat in the chair next to my bed.<br />
-Come on, pleaaaase?- I begged.<br />
-No.-<br />
-You know I'll do it anyways so you might as well make it easier for me and tell me right away.-<br />
-No, you won't. I wont let you.- <br />
-Hehe, I'm sure I'll find a way. It'll be a piece of cake.- <br />
-Wanna bet?- He rubbed my head.<br />
-Oww- I moaned -You're on, loser has to run 150 laps around the temple.- <br />
-You can't even run 150, but okay, be prepared sis.- He mocked, but after five seconds he realized he had called me sis and blushed a little bit.<br />
-I'm-- I'm awfully sorry, it's just that you have the same age, and you remind me of her.- He explained. I thought I saw something coming out of his eye, but he wiped it off immediately.<br />
-It's okay bro, I understand.- I joked. -So are you gonna tell me or am I going to have to make you?- I taunted, he laughed. <br />
-I'd love to see you try.-<br />
-Hey, don't underestimate me, I may be sick but I can make you tell me.-<br />
-Oh really? How?-<br />
-Easy… But I won't tell.-<br />
-Aww, come on.- He begged.<br />
-Nuh-uh, if you won't tell, there is no reason why---- <br />
-Father, No!- Vin screamed from her room. I stood up but Per pushed me back to my bed. <br />
-I've got this, please stay here.- He said, and ran to Vin's room.<br />
I had nothing to do, and I was feeling a bit dizzy, so I fell asleep.<br />
<br />
I couldn’t say how long I’d slept, but Liz was sleeping beside me so I figured it was night. I felt someone was looking at me. I sat up and saw someone standing on the threshold. I couldn’t be certain, but I was almost sure it was Eron. I tried waking Liz, but I came to the conclusion there was no need, and waking up Liz is as easy as biting a wall. So I lay back and continued sleeping.<br />
<br />
After the incident with the mysterious person, it was hard to fall asleep again, I woke up three times in the night, and the three times the same person was standing in the threshold, and when I looked that way, it was gone. <br />
I got out of bed at 9 and wondered why there was no one sitting beside me, unlike the other thousand times I’d woken up since I was sick. I took the chance and sneaked downstairs and found that there was no one inside the house. “Must be outside” I deduced. I peered out the window to check, and everyone was gathered outside, watching as Vin and Per sparred. <br />
I watched as Eron glanced to my bedroom window, the front door and fixed his eyes on me. He smiled at me and urged me to join them with his hand. I shook my head. <br />
-Why not?- I heard. The sudden break of the silence startled me, and I jumped back, Eron laughed. I still couldn’t get used to his voice appearing anywhere.<br />
-Because I am sick, and even though I have no problem with going out and disobeying Vin, I want to get better so I can start training again, I cant stand one more day inside this house, I had never been inside for so long, its getting boring.- I said, and I knew Eron had heard because he chuckled at the desperate ring in my voice.<br />
-Vin said some fresh air is alright for you, she knew you were going to wake up and told me to fetch you. Besides if you sit next to me you wont get cold.- He added. This time I was the one chuckling, we had not finished a conversation without Eron hitting on me.<br />
I opened the door and breathed in the fresh air I ached for. Even though it had just been five or six days, I missed the outside </font></div>

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			<title>Squad 4 Recruiting (PD)</title>
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			<pubDate>Wed, 04 Mar 2009 20:27:19 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[Hiii pplz!!! I'm the cpt of squad 4 in PD and we really really need ppl there cuz theres like.... Memi and me and its really sad XD.  
 
Let me tell...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">Hiii pplz!!! I'm the cpt of squad 4 in PD and we really really need ppl there cuz theres like.... Memi and me and its really sad XD. <br />
<br />
Let me tell u some things about PD and squad 4... <br />
<br />
PD: We have the 13 protection squads with its cpts and lts, etc, etc... They fight eachother daily (most days anyways) its really fun, and if you dont like fighting you can always join squad 4 (:D:D:D:D) and watch the fights and then heal the fighters. The persons there r really nice and we barely fight... Sometimes we party.. its really really fun. <br />
You get to choose your squad, what your zan. does (its name, powers and everything) and additionally to that you get to choose an element or sth else. (I use earth.. Theres wind, Ice and all of that.. but if u have another idea u just have to ask)<br />
<br />
Squad 4: Its awesome if u dont like fighting, and if you do, too... Cuz you get to do both things.. its very convinient and since there are 2 persons you'll get a higher rank ;). In bleach squad 4 just heals, but we've added a new feature to it. Squad 4 now repairs zanpakutos and fabricates poisons and drugs for combat to make the fights more interesting :D:D.<br />
<br />
If you want to join here's the link <a href="http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/groups/pure-destruction-new-world.html" target="_blank">http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/gro...new-world.html</a> and all you need to know that i havent included in here.<br />
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P.S: Do join, its not boring at all sometimes fighting does make u feel better if ur stressed XD.</font></div>

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			<title>Breaking Point (Poem)</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 22 Jan 2009 04:29:53 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[You realise what you've come here to do, 
You wish i did too. 
Spit it out already, 
Do not tell me you have a speech ready. 
I love you,  
You wish...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">You realise what you've come here to do,<br />
You wish i did too.<br />
Spit it out already,<br />
Do not tell me you have a speech ready.<br />
I love you, <br />
You wish you did too.<br />
But face it honey, you don't. <br />
So please, hurry and get to the point.<br />
<br />
Breaking up for you means nothing,<br />
Because in this game i was the one betting everything.<br />
Just say it, stop playing.<br />
Or do you wish to keep pretending?<br />
You want to keep toying<br />
With feeling that arent yours.<br />
But all you'll bring in time are tears,<br />
From eyes that dont belong to you,<br />
But all i wish is that they streamt down your eyes, too.<br />
<br />
Don't say you're sorry, admit it.<br />
You were lying from the start, face it.<br />
And even though you knew i was lovesick<br />
You went and smashed my heart with a brick.<br />
Save it, i dont want to be your friend, <br />
Not right after you said this is the end.<br />
<br />
Just leave already, <br />
I'm not in the mood to talk to you, really.<br />
No, there is nothing you can do, <br />
So just leave, dont say you dont want to.<br />
This sickness has no cure,<br />
So just walk yourself to the door.<br />
I dont want to see you again, <br />
Atleast, not until i'm done hating men.<br />
<br />
Again, if you think of a name plz tell me :D</font></div>

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			<title>My Twin (Poem)</title>
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			<pubDate>Sat, 17 Jan 2009 01:47:21 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[Btw if u think of a title please do tell cuz i suck at giving names 
 
 
"Who are you?" 
I ask her, 
The girl that suddenly appeared in front of me...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">Btw if u think of a title please do tell cuz i suck at giving names<br />
<br />
<br />
&quot;Who are you?&quot;<br />
I ask her,<br />
The girl that suddenly appeared in front of me<br />
&quot;Who are you?&quot;<br />
She responds.<br />
<br />
How come I feel her so close?<br />
I have never seen her before, <br />
But, I feel like I've known her since I was born.<br />
&quot;Do I know you?&quot; I ask.<br />
She asks the same question right back at me.<br />
<br />
&quot;I think I've seen you somewhere&quot; I say.<br />
She says so too… <br />
Something is out here.<br />
This is a mirror, <br />
This girl is on the other side of a mirror.<br />
<br />
No, this cant be right<br />
That girl is not me…<br />
What is the trick here?<br />
&quot;You are not me&quot; I yell at her.<br />
She yells back.<br />
<br />
I'm not her, so she can't be me<br />
We are two different people,<br />
But, if we are, <br />
Where is my reflection?<br />
Is this just glass, and not a mirror?<br />
<br />
She paces back and forth in front of the mirror,<br />
I can't help but do the same.<br />
I stop and look at her.<br />
Amazingly, she does the same.<br />
She does not look like me, there is no way.<br />
<br />
&quot;I don’t believe this&quot; She says.<br />
That’s odd; I thought I had said that.<br />
Apparently she is just as surprised as I am.<br />
And just as frustrated.<br />
Who am I now?<br />
<br />
After 20 minutes, <br />
We both sit down on the floor in front of the mirror.<br />
I am trying to figure her out.<br />
She looks sad, there is more to her than meets the eye.<br />
This cant be me, I keep thinking.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I've decided not to talk, <br />
Because every time I do she says the same.<br />
Is she playing games with me?<br />
Two hours is very long for a game.<br />
But she looks so familiar.<br />
<br />
I know her from somewhere, I know I do, <br />
But I just can't remember from where<br />
Apparently she is having the same dilemma I am.<br />
She looks nothing like me.<br />
I wonder why I've wasted four hours on this.<br />
<br />
&quot;Please, tell me&quot; She looks just as desperate as I am.<br />
&quot;Am I… are you…me?&quot; She asks, and I ask too…<br />
&quot;I think you are&quot; We say<br />
Her eyes are now filled with tears,<br />
Because she just realized what she's become.<br />
<br />
&quot;I won't believe it&quot; We cry.<br />
&quot;How did you end up like this?&quot; I ask her.<br />
Silly me, she knows just as much as I do.<br />
&quot;I don’t know, so shut up&quot; We yell.<br />
<br />
She looks so fragile, <br />
I'm afraid she might break.<br />
She looks so broken now,<br />
It breaks my heart to watch her cry.<br />
&quot;Everything's going to be fine.&quot;<br />
<br />
I reach out and try to touch her.<br />
She does the same.<br />
But all we manage to do is touch<br />
The cold glass in front of us.<br />
She breaks down and starts sobbing again.<br />
<br />
I feel sorry for her, she looks disoriented.<br />
If only I could break the glass between us<br />
And comfort her for a while.<br />
She must be alone; she's been gone for six hours now.<br />
Someone would look for her.<br />
<br />
I don’t dare look into her eyes. <br />
I'm afraid of what I might find there.<br />
How did I become her?<br />
How did I become that image in front of me?<br />
How long has it been since I looked into a mirror?</font></div>

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			<title>A Poem, It Has No Name Yet</title>
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			<pubDate>Sun, 04 Jan 2009 05:34:50 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[And here i am, climbing a rooftop 
After all I've been through,  
Slipping and falling off now doesn’t look so bad. 
But its new year, I can start...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">And here i am, climbing a rooftop<br />
After all I've been through, <br />
Slipping and falling off now doesn’t look so bad.<br />
But its new year, I can start again, <br />
With no regrets, quick, <br />
Make your resolve before its twelve.<br />
Can't think of anything?<br />
I'll help you, seek for happiness, <br />
Too late, the fireworks have started. <br />
<br />
What's this? <br />
It’s a huge one, <br />
But I can't hear the explosion<br />
Here it comes, BOOM<br />
I was waiting for it, <br />
The roof trembled, <br />
Car alarms and dogs barking. <br />
Quick, its not too late yet, <br />
Look behind you, your mom's waving<br />
&quot;Happy new year&quot; <br />
Good, that’s a start, talk to her.<br />
Wave back, there we go, <br />
&quot;Happy new year dad&quot;<br />
Great. This is a good start for the New Year.<br />
<br />
Come on, don’t be stupid<br />
You can't expect this year to be bad<br />
When it is bad, you'll know, not before it is.<br />
BOOM, another one, <br />
This has been going on for a while<br />
The roof trembled again,<br />
What if the house collapsed?<br />
Would anyone care?<br />
Would I survive?<br />
BOOM, <br />
Red, green and yellow flashes<br />
Appear in the dark sky <br />
That is now filled with smoke.<br />
<br />
Quick, before they're over,<br />
Make a resolve, <br />
Think of happiness, its not that hard.<br />
Be careful, don’t fall off now,<br />
BOOM.<br />
<br />
They are so pretty, aren’t they?<br />
Yes, they are.<br />
I'm scared, won't they fall over us?<br />
I'm scared; I don’t want to start a new year.<br />
Pen, paper, I need to write this down.<br />
I don’t what this thoughts inside of me, <br />
Quick, don’t cry in New Year.<br />
<br />
January first, how I hate that date.<br />
BOOM, come on, look at the fireworks, <br />
You won't explode with them, come on,<br />
They look so close, and they are.<br />
&quot;Happy&quot; Shh, don’t speak now.<br />
It should be happy, why isn’t it?<br />
Come on now, don’t dry in New Year.<br />
<br />
Quick, before they're over, <br />
Make a resolution.<br />
Don’t look back now, <br />
they shouldn’t see you like this<br />
But what if they should?<br />
Come on now, don’t do this today,<br />
Think about this tomorrow.<br />
No, tomorrow is a new year, <br />
I want this gone tomorrow.<br />
You are so naïve Susa, <br />
It won't be gone anytime soon.<br />
I wanted this gone before 2009.<br />
Its not, now, quick, make a resolution.<br />
NO! I don’t want to think about this now.<br />
If not now when?<br />
Never…<br />
<br />
Fireworks, they are really pretty.<br />
It's amazing; I don’t want to look away. <br />
BOOM, the roof trembled again.<br />
Some big, some small, but they all end the same way.<br />
Stop changing the subject,<br />
You have to make a resolution.<br />
No, I don’t want a resolution.<br />
Great, they are over, what will you do now Susa?<br />
That is a question I cannot answer, <br />
Not even to myself, <br />
What will I do now that the fireworks are over?<br />
Start by climbing down of this roof of death, will you?<br />
Take those shoes off, you'll slip and it’s a long way down.<br />
<br />
Now, hug everyone <br />
And wish them a happy new year.<br />
Don’t tell me what to do, <br />
I can do it on my own.<br />
I doubt that, you haven’t done anything.<br />
On my own…. Exactly….<br />
<br />
Oh, and, Susa…<br />
Happy New Year<br />
<br />
<br />
i'm not sure its a poem, but i had to get this off my chest and i wrote it down, it may be confusing. Maybe they're jsut messed up thoughts</font></div>

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			<title>Chapter 1: Wolves In The Prairie</title>
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			<pubDate>Mon, 22 Dec 2008 17:41:49 GMT</pubDate>
			<description><![CDATA[OKay, I had this dream and I decided to write about it, i'm going to continue writing the other story, but I got a bit tired of it so i'm going to...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">OKay, I had this dream and I decided to write about it, i'm going to continue writing the other story, but I got a bit tired of it so i'm going to write them both, tell me if you like this :D<br />
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Wolves in the prairie? No way in hell, I was in charge of the sheeps that night and I had no idea how to kill a wolf. Guns, I needed a gun, did I have a gun? Not that I know of, damn it. <br />
-That is one damn strange wolf, what do you think sis?- I asked, I wasn’t sure my sis was still awake, but it was worth a try., I was kinda scared.<br />
-I know right? Its like blue- She said. Okay, I was not alone.<br />
-What should we do? I don’t wanna kill it.-<br />
-Ummm, maybe go over there and throw things at them?- She suggested.<br />
-Yeah, that’s like offering yourself to it, it'll eat us before we can throw a stick..- Damn, we were in trouble, and everyone else was asleep. It was just me and my twin.<br />
-Oh, no… Look again sis, its not one, there are five of them. They are all really strange.- She said.<br />
-They're heading this way sis, quick, do something!- She yelled. I was in charge so she relied on me.<br />
-Ummm, I'll go out there and see what I can do, wait here and if something happens wake dad up okay?- I said as I grabbed the knife dad had given me and disappeared through the entrance door.<br />
	Wolves, wolves. I hated wolves, I was scared of wolves. I had something to settle with all the damned wolves that killed my mother, yes, this was my chance, this weren’t the wolves that had done that to my mom, but it would be enough. <br />
	They were close now. They stopped moving. One of the wolves started growling, then another one growled and they both stopped. Another one started whining, and the bigger one, the first one we'd seen started backing away, and he was soon followed by the others. No, those weren’t the wolves I was looking for; the one I was looking for had evil in his eyes. These wolves had everything but evil in their eyes, I would never forget those eyes. I watched as the wolves disappeared in the woods and headed back to the house.<br />
-Oh my god, I didn’t think you were going to make it sis, you were so close to them. Were they the ones that…- Fallyn had a hard time talking about our mother's death, she was fishing with my dad, so she hadn’t been there.<br />
-No, they weren’t, I don’t think they're coming back, they were strange.- I said. -I'm going to bed Fally.- I climbed the stairs to our room quietly so my dad wouldn’t wake up and opened the door to my room.<br />
-I wont leave you alone sis, I know that face of yours. I wasn’t there the day it happened, but I can still help you get through tonight okay?- Fally yelled from the kitchen. <br />
	I was lucky I had such a sister, she understood me completely, and she was there for me, I totally needed that now, this night would not be pretty. Every time I remember something about my mom's death or anything like that, I started having flashbacks of the night my mom was killed. It was not a thing I enjoyed, and even thought this happened a lot, I wasn’t used to it, and I will never be. Fally joined me in our room and got inside my bed.<br />
-Come here sis, there is no reason to go through this alone okay?- She whispered sweetly. Ever since she noticed I experienced flashbacks, she had been this way.<br />
-Okay, thanks sis.- Was all I could say before I got caught up in a flashback. I knew this one very well. Fally got out of bed and hugged me. She started mumbling something but I couldn’t listen, I was listening to the growl of that infernal wolf that took my mother away from me.<br />
<br />
----------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
-Keira, honey, me and Fally are going fishing.- My dad said.<br />
-Okay Liam, did you ask Alayna if she wants to go?- My mother said.<br />
-Yes, she says she'd rather stay here and help you hand the laundry.- My dad answered. <br />
-Have a good time you two.- I said as they walked towards the river.<br />
-Okay Laynie, I'll race you to the laundry!- My mom exclaimed. She was always up for a race. I ran and beat her, of course, I was six, she always let me win. <br />
-Ohh, you're just too fast for me Laynie, you should participate in a race, I bet you would win.- She said as she picked the laundry basket. <br />
-No mommy, you shouldn’t carry heavy things, you're pregnant.- I said, I had this very clear at that time, and I had been waiting for this little brother or sister for eight months now, I was not willing to lose it because of a laundry basket.<br />
-You're right, you're right, sorry. I know how much you want this baby.- She apologized. -I know, I'll tie a rope to the basket and we can drag it, okay?- She proposed. <br />
-Okay, you're really smart mommy- I said.<br />
	She tied the rope and we started pulling, three minutes later we had dragged it to where the hanging ropes were tied. I was too short to reach them, so I gave the things to my mom and she hung them.<br />
<br />
-Okay, we're done Laynie, good job!- My mom said as she picked the empty laundry basket up and left it on the kitchen.<br />
-What now mommy?- I asked.<br />
-Lets watch the clouds, they're extremely puffy today, see?- She said as she pointed at the clouds.<br />
-Yaaaaay!- I yelled. I lay down on the grass and my mom hugged me.<br />
-What do you see honey?- She asked sweetly.<br />
-I see.. Ummm- At the time, I couldn’t recognize the shapes of the clouds, but there was a fang and a skull shaped cloud.<br />
-I know I see a tree shaped one over there, see?- My mom asked.<br />
-Oh yes, you're really good at this mommy I----<br />
I was cut off by a sound that gives me the creeps until today, a husky growl. It was so loud that it pierced my ears and it made the ground shake. So strong and filled with fury and killer instinct that it made your heart stop beating.<br />
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-Alayna, sis, wake up, please, it's not real, it’s a nightmare, wake up, please.- Fally screamed. She was crying, and she was shaking me.<br />
-I'm okay, I'm okay. Sorry sis, I got carried away.- I said and I started sobbing.<br />
-What's going on girls? What's all the screaming about?- My dad asked, he knew about the flashbacks too.<br />
-It's Laynie, there were some wolves in the prairie and she went outside and-- Fally explained.<br />
-Oh, I get it, I get it.- He said as he picked me up and sat in my bed. He always did this when I was having flashbacks. I was crying and he wiped my tears away. He was holding me like a baby and my twin was running her fingers through my hair.<br />
-I'm sorry dad and Fally, but I don’t know what to do.- I apologized.<br />
-Don’t worry sis, we're okay with this.- Fally said.<br />
-I think this is going to be a long night, am I right?- My dad joked, he always knew how to make us laugh, and we did.</font></div>

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			<title>Waves In The Sea</title>
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			<pubDate>Sun, 14 Dec 2008 22:56:07 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Happiness has come and gone 
Like a wave in the sea,  
It reached my toes and fell back from where it came 
As I saw it coming, I was looking forward...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">Happiness has come and gone<br />
Like a wave in the sea, <br />
It reached my toes and fell back from where it came<br />
As I saw it coming, I was looking forward to it<br />
As it saw it getting closer, I took one step closer, <br />
As it hit me, I wished the moment lasted forever<br />
As it stayed with me, I really thought it would last forever<br />
As it started leaving, I took one step closer again, so it wouldn’t leave me just yet<br />
As it kept leaving, I started to feel abandoned.<br />
As I saw it leaving, I felt useless in this world. <br />
As it disappeared into the big sea, I realized nothing lasts forever, <br />
And as I realized that, another wave reached my toes, <br />
And as it reached my toes, I discovered happiness may leave, <br />
But it always comes back, just like the waves in the sea.</font></div>

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			<title>A Letter To Jesus, And Everybody Else.</title>
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			<pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2008 01:08:39 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>Well, my teacher has asked me to do a eye-opening letter to Jesus and read it on my graduation tomorrow, so here it is, tell me if you like it, and...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">Well, my teacher has asked me to do a eye-opening letter to Jesus and read it on my graduation tomorrow, so here it is, tell me if you like it, and if i left anything out please, do tell me.<br />
<br />
Dear Jesus:<br />
<br />
	Well, I'm Susa, as you already know, or maybe you don't, I don't know if you do know, but i don't believe in you, but I had this crazy idea that maybe you did exist and well, I had some things I had to tell you. I have to warn you, none of them are really good, and I'm very sorry to be the bearer of the bad news.  <br />
	I'm going to sum it up for you and then go into details, it’s a nice icebreaker, here it is, almost everyone has forgotten what Christmas is. I know, I think you have heard this many, many times, but it's not just that. The main character in Christmas should be you, therefore the name CHRISTmas. <br />
	Not only you have been forgotten, but the Coke Company has made sure you are replaced, too, I find this really humiliating for you, because you have been replaced by a chubby old man dressed in red that spreads gifts to all the kids in the world, his name is Santa Claus and he can climb through chimneys, he is your antagonist.<br />
	<br />
	Now, if I may inform you more about this subject, what I have seen in the little kids around me really freaked me out. All I see for Christmas these past years are greedy little devils. Seriously, its spooky, all they do is ask and ask and ask, of course, they do not know their parents are the ones paying, but it's just too much. They ask for things they don’t need, toys, electronic things, plushies, clothes, ect. They don’t even think about why they are getting gifts, they don’t think about why this festivity is celebrated, all they think about is material things. And that is just not right; I have asked little ones a simple question: ¿Do you know why Christmas is celebrated? I was surprised, out of five, none knew the answer, and if I can say so, they are not the dumbest kids in my country. I am not blaming anyone, but this has got to stop, humans have become obsessed with possessions, and I don’t think that is what you wanted. <br />
<br />
	Other aspect of this awful fact is that you will slowly fade away and be forgotten, I'm sorry if I'm being too harsh, but that is what I have been seeing. For example, the original name of this festivity is Christmas, right? Your name was there, so everyone would at least remember because of that, but some really clever person replaced your name with a big &quot;X&quot;. That is just low, its not Christmas anymore, its Xmas, its shorter, but you have been removed from the name, and I would be pissed. <br />
	<br />
	The bad news aren’t over yet, I can go on and on about the horrible things that have been lost. Everyone gives presents and receives presents, material things that they do not need, I have decided to go against this and I will not ask for anything and I will not receive presents, just for a simple reason, people starve to death in the streets, and I can not live with a clean conscience knowing that I got a new pair of jeans while a person is either starving, freezing, etc. to death, that is not right either. I'm not talking about everyone, some families give presents to poor people, and I am in favor of that, but it’s a globalized thing that can not be stopped that easily. <br />
<br />
	Christmas carols have been replaced for Xmas songs about Santa Claus coming to town, and him making a list and checking it twice, and parents torment their kids with the Santa thing, I cannot count the times my parents said &quot;Behave of Santa will not give you any presents this year&quot; When I was smaller than I am now, that threat was horrible, now it sounds really stupid. <br />
<br />
	Going back to the greedy devils topic, I think you should intervene, because parents, without knowing, are creating a generation -The generation of the future, the one that will be in charge of the earth when its in it worse state because of what humans have done to her- of bad people. And that bad people will raise more bad people and it’s a vicious circle that has no turning back after a while.<br />
<br />
	For me, there is no better gift than knowing my family and friends are there for me, and the best gift I can give is support and love to all my loved ones, regardless of where they are. Lately, that is not enough for anyone, and it's frustrating to see the bonds of true friendship fade away and instead be covered by gifts that have no sentiments in them. I know I'm not the only one that thinks of Christmas this, like a chance to show love and friendship, and support to those that need it. No, I am not the only one, but we are not enough, we need help from upstairs, if you know what I mean. <br />
<br />
	It's sad to watch the humans like this, stressing over buying presents, spending fortunes in material things, when they could be feeding needy people. It's heartbreaking to see kids acting like Greed itself. It's not fair for you, you that gave everything for us. You, all you ask is one day to be remembered, and not even that we can do right, I'm sorry Jesus, I really am, and in behalf of all the people that are still relatively sane in this world, I beg of you, please make this stop, for you, regain your honor, for us, do us one last favor, for every single person that has forgotten what Christmas is about, for all the people that have been brainwashed, I ask you to make this stop.<br />
<br />
Love, Susa.  </font></div>

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			<title><![CDATA[Scroll 7: "Resting" day (Part 4)]]></title>
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			<pubDate>Wed, 10 Dec 2008 02:08:07 GMT</pubDate>
			<description>-Perseus Roither Tharsus, what on earth have you done?! When I said keep an eye on her, I meant don’t let her get injured, but, of course you...</description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><font color="DeepSkyBlue">-Perseus Roither Tharsus, what on earth have you done?! When I said keep an eye on her, I meant don’t let her get injured, but, of course you couldn’t even do that right. Was it so hard? Bring her in, you could've brought her in sooner.- I could hear Per moaning as Vin scolded him. Vin was, how can I put this, she was the devil herself when she was mad. I had and I think I will never see such a scary person. Per had nothing to do, when my face stopped hurting, I would definitely say it was my fault.<br />
-Vin I'm- Per tried apologizing but Vin cut him off.<br />
-Don’t even think about it.- She opened the door and I could hear everyone speaking. It was dinner time already so I guessed they were sitting at the dining table.<br />
-Please, please tell me she tripped and fell flat on her face.- Eron begged.<br />
-What happened to her?- My dad asked.<br />
-Should I help, Vin?- Liz wasn’t at the dining table for some reason, I could tell from the location of her voice, but I couldn’t guess where she was, I was fading away and the smell of blood kept coming. <br />
-Yes Liz, please, bring me my staff, towels and cold water.- Vin ordered, her voice did not have any tone of the sweet Vin I knew, she was somebody completely different.<br />
-Where should I leave her hun?- Per mumbled, I could feel him walking in circles, probably following Vin, who kept moving furniture around.<br />
-Do not honey me, I'm mad at you. Everything you say will be used against you, so just stick to putting her down on the couch and stepping aside.<br />
Per sighed and followed Vin's instructions.<br />
-Okay, if you two lovebirds have finished arguing, I'd love to know what happened.- Eron muttered, he was close.<br />
-Watch it Eron, follow mister useless upstairs and he'll tell you what happened, let's see if he can at least do that right.- Vin said. -No, you know what? Everyone leave, I can't work under pressure, go, everyone, upstairs.- Vin yelled. -Thanks Liz, this'll do, you can stay, this will be a fun thing to learn.- She said, with a friendlier tone. I could imagine my sis's face, she would be scared of Vin, so her light blue eyes would be wide open and her brown, long hair would be loose, because she never tied it. I could hear everyone leaving. <br />
-Okay Vin, is it… Is it bad?- Liz asked, I could tell from her tense voice that she was worried. Even though she was trying to hide her concern. -You see, she gets dizzy when she sees or smells blood, and there's so much.- Liz said.<br />
-Don’t worry Liz, she'll be just fine, now, lets start off by wiping the blood out and then we'll pick the rocks out.- Vin said, she was still mad but she was trying to hide it. She started cleaning the blood out of my face with a wet towel.<br />
-Okay, rocks?.- Liz asked, again, trying to hide her concern.<br />
-A rock exploded in her face.- Vin explained.<br />
-Ex…ploded? How?-<br />
-Well, she--<br />
-Oh, I'm listening to the conversation upstairs, no need to explain.- Liz mumbled, if my memory wasn’t failing, that was the first time Eron had used his powers on Liz. They continued cleaning my face in silence, I was bleeding a lot, and it hurt when they ran the towel through my face, I tried not to say anything but I couldn’t contain some moans, that were followed by a slight twitching of my face, but that hurt more. <br />
-Don’t worry sis, everything will be okay.- Liz said. <br />
-I know it hurts Sheen, it's almost over.- Vin added.<br />
<br />
After that, they started taking the rocks out, Oh, the pain. Of course, with my luck, there weren’t three pebbles, no; there were exactly twenty-three microscopical pebbles. And they weren’t just stuck in my face, no, they were really inside my face, the easiest ones to take out were one inch inside my face, enough said. I passed out after the tenth one -Yes, I am really good at passing out-.<br />
<br />
When I woke up -Yes, you are going to read these four words at least a thousand times in this story- I was completely covered in something smooth, and it was hot. My wounds didn’t hurt, but it was really hot. <br />
-You awake beasty?- I heard, I opened my eyes but they were covered by the smooth thing.<br />
-No, I'm sleeping. What am I covered in?- I asked, but my mouth was covered with the thing so it was muffled and hard to understand. <br />
I could hear Eron laugh. -You are covered in towels.- He said, then he took one off my arm and replaced it with a cooler one.<br />
-Towels? Why on earth would I need towels? No, I've got a better question. Why do I feel the towels are cold? My body temperature is like, I have no idea but it's really cold, so I shouldn’t feel they're cold. I have never in my life felt this hot- I didn’t mean to sound mean, but it was so hot I was getting a little desperate.<br />
-Well- Vin said - You're running a fever, you're really high, even for a normal human.-  <br />
-Just what I need, damn, how long have I been out?- I mumbled as I fought with the towel that was wrapped around my face.<br />
-Not long, you fell asleep yesterday night, and its twelve pm.- Vin said. -You're really lucky, you know? The pebbles didn’t reach anything important.- She helped me with the towel that was covering my face.<br />
-Yeah, I'm really lucky. A rock exploded in my face, I'm the most fortunate person in the world.- I complained.<br />
-Now, don’t be grumpy. Things like this happen. Though, I must say you were very unlucky to have Perseus around.- She muttered and then she gritted her teeth. Vin started changing my already hot towels with cool, new ones.<br />
-Don’t be mad at him.- I begged -I was too close to the rock and I didn’t want to leave when I was hurt. See? My entire fault, no need to be mad at Per. Come on, I feel really guilty.- I added.<br />
-Well, my job here is done, so I'll leave you two to your girly talk, bye beasty, bye evil banshee.- Eron said and then ran out.<br />
-I swear, one day I'll kill him. But come on Sheens, you're smaller than him, he could've forced you to come, he should have. But he didn’t.- Vin pushed a chair next to my bed and sat in it.<br />
-What are you anyways?- I inquired, I didn’t know whether they were boyfriend/girlfriend or if they were getting there.<br />
-He hasn't asked me yet. I wouldn’t say yes anyways.- Vin muttered. -He's an ass.-<br />
-Aww, come on Vin, don’t say that, its too harsh. Be mad at me for being an irresponsible brat, can you do that?- I could feel the fever was going up, the towels felt colder.<br />
-No, I can't do that. Oh, damn, the fever's going up, try to sleep Sheen, it will be over soon.- Vin started moving around, but I couldn’t see her clearly, but on the other hand there were green monkeys on her head so that wasn’t the worse thing happening to me right now.<br />
-Umm, Vin, you normally do not wear green monkeys on your head, right?- I asked, hoping that the answer would he yes.<br />
-Erm, Sheen, sleep, I'll try to decrease the… Hallucinations.- I heard the door open and footsteps. <br />
-What happened?- Eron, I should've guessed. He was all over me since… That day. I opened my eyes, I wish I didn’t, I saw Eron walk up to me and strange me, but his face was uglier. I couldn’t help it and I screamed.<br />
-What's going on with you Sheena?- Eron asked while he strangled me.<br />
-She's scared, Eron, go away!- Per yelled. <br />
-But I didn’t do anything!- Eron yelled back, still strangling me. I was still yelling. The voices slowly faded away and my vision became blurrier by the second.<br />
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Soooooo, have you liked the story so far? Any questions or suggestions, plz feel free 2 post them :D:D</font></div>

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