For those of you who do not know (which is most of you, in fact, ironically, probably everyone who will read this) I do research for different groups here on AC. Recently my major employer here has gone down in flames, so, I am looking for just about any active group that would like my services.
(I miss the UC days when I could crank out knife upgrades and everyone was happy >.>)

Eight hours ago, I got up still being reminded of certain events I will not discuss involving an old friend of mine. After visiting her grave last year I already made a resolution to leave it as it was and forget things in order to move on. Unfortunately the world seemed hellbent on reminding me these last few weeks. I got up and called Mark on his cell, he was in town as well, on the same business as I was in fact, and the town happened to own a certain cemetery that related to my angst. I told...

So a rare occasion has occurred in which I created a group. In this group are experiences more set to allow newer members to quickly gain power.. at a price. Veterans are demons, and take orders from humans that contract them. Angels are those who wish to purify all the vain in the world as all the other humans struggle to fulfill their wish and keep their sanity in this world.
http://www.animecrazy.net/forums/group.php?groupid=1235

Well I started keeping a list, and once again people continue to be hilarious. So here are a few more for the two people reading these blogs .

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I can't seem to focus lately, I don't need to use all my mind power for my work anyway. It's utterly simple lately. I often wonder what it even matters, I get to eat one more day, no real point. I don't grow attached to people for my own reasons and that isn't my angst either. The usual questions of why something even bothers to have me functioning here. I'll die soon enough, everyone I help, if I do, who says they'll change or remember me? They'll be gone and we'll both turn into dust to be trampled...