I can't seem to focus lately, I don't need to use all my mind power for my work anyway. It's utterly simple lately. I often wonder what it even matters, I get to eat one more day, no real point. I don't grow attached to people for my own reasons and that isn't my angst either. The usual questions of why something even bothers to have me functioning here. I'll die soon enough, everyone I help, if I do, who says they'll change or remember me? They'll be gone and we'll both turn into dust to be trampled...