The Epic of a Soul [IX]

he was convinced the girl brought him to grace
and he felt in his place

he heart was full
for a while it lasted

but his future,it was unclear
it wanted to be with her
but knew it would never be near.
He thought he loved her too much
he didn't want to cause the girl pain
but he held on for too long it ravaged his mind
a chance lost.........a chance lost.........another one
be alone! BE ALONE!

The devil overtook the boy once more
the boy went to the girl
but this time not with a strong soul
his soul was shattered

and through the Night
all he wanted to do was end his life
end the misery, end the pain
and outside it rained
was it god crying, he not know

He felt forsaken
abandoned
lost
he felt useless

he was planning to end his life that night
he wanted to talk to the girl one last time

And thus the greatest revolution began in his life
no one knew what happened not even the boy

When she cried out she loved him and
wanted him to live

The Boy asked her to forgive
the girl said that is but life
you are not alone
I will protect you with my life

the boy remembered his promise
and thought she was but a jest

but then she cried out for him