God damn it, Kamina.
Well I Found Myself.
Posted 04-15-2009 at 07:03 PM by Tyeboi777
Don't you ever get the Feeling that Listening to a certain song just Smacks you in the face and makes you aware of everything?
Well I Was on the verge of destorying my self, Metallica's Unforgiven III (3) just somehow brought me back to reality.....
Another thing is that I Did Find my Demon, it was Wrath, I May Be Calm and Cool (not in a narsictiic way) But I Hold too much stree and Anger in which leaves me depressed, so i get agitated at random intervals because i can handle anymore stress, in a case like this i need to be left alone so "the Flame Burns itself out".
I Need to apologize to Bleach_VampireZero for making her really worried and Guity.....Sorry....and I Love you.
And i need to Apologize to a Few other friends, both AC and Real Life...SO Yeah Sorry.
And Yes, I Was Attempting Suicide......but it looked into the mirror and i saw.......ok well that's a Story for another day....
Just For Now, I'm back and you can Hate me Or Love me, I Don't Really mind.
But I'm Still Depressed and In a Bad Mood, You can call it EMO, I Really don't give a damn.
And Ulti If you're Gonna Post (another) Some Bullshit/Racist/Blantant Comment I'll Personally Track your IP and go to your damn house just to Beat the Living Hell out of you.
I'm Still not in the Mood To Take Shit from anyone.......
But I'm Still Alive and Planning to Stay That Way for Her Sake........
I Can't Really Garentee my Future, but i Guess I Can Live a Little Longer, Till I Find my Real answer....
Ok I'm Back.......But Not Fully Back.
And Once Again Sorry For Worrying alot of people.
-T37
Here is the Song:
One More thing.
*Drop Kicks J5* hehe.
Well I Was on the verge of destorying my self, Metallica's Unforgiven III (3) just somehow brought me back to reality.....
Another thing is that I Did Find my Demon, it was Wrath, I May Be Calm and Cool (not in a narsictiic way) But I Hold too much stree and Anger in which leaves me depressed, so i get agitated at random intervals because i can handle anymore stress, in a case like this i need to be left alone so "the Flame Burns itself out".
I Need to apologize to Bleach_VampireZero for making her really worried and Guity.....Sorry....and I Love you.
And i need to Apologize to a Few other friends, both AC and Real Life...SO Yeah Sorry.
And Yes, I Was Attempting Suicide......but it looked into the mirror and i saw.......ok well that's a Story for another day....
Just For Now, I'm back and you can Hate me Or Love me, I Don't Really mind.
But I'm Still Depressed and In a Bad Mood, You can call it EMO, I Really don't give a damn.
And Ulti If you're Gonna Post (another) Some Bullshit/Racist/Blantant Comment I'll Personally Track your IP and go to your damn house just to Beat the Living Hell out of you.
I'm Still not in the Mood To Take Shit from anyone.......
But I'm Still Alive and Planning to Stay That Way for Her Sake........
I Can't Really Garentee my Future, but i Guess I Can Live a Little Longer, Till I Find my Real answer....
Ok I'm Back.......But Not Fully Back.
And Once Again Sorry For Worrying alot of people.
-T37
Here is the Song:
One More thing.
*Drop Kicks J5* hehe.
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you were......you wanted.........you.........
and me stupid,thought that it was just a joke
sorry
I am glad that you are back ^_^Posted 04-15-2009 at 07:07 PM by memica
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If you find Ulti's address, make a few copies and send it out to me too. We can meet up at his place.
I'm glad you gave some thought before you took the action. The same exact thing happened to me when I was in 8th grade. I had the knife in my hand and saw the reflection of my eyes in the knife and was listening to techno, yes techno, "Komodo - Mauro Picotto" and I dropped the knife and completely and thoroughly changed my life.
Just tough it out, and you'll come out a man Tye.Posted 04-15-2009 at 07:10 PM by SynergY -
I didn't notice ur bad mood : /
Well at least u are ok now ^^Posted 04-15-2009 at 07:19 PM by Pad Frank -
Not really Pad, I'll on the Edge right now.Posted 04-15-2009 at 07:20 PM by Tyeboi777 -
I ones caught myself with the knife in my hands... shocked me so much I've been dealing with paranoia since then..... I was about 11..Posted 04-15-2009 at 07:27 PM by inguz - Do you need Any help Shutting the Hell up?
you Don't even Read the Blog JK, you just come in and post the First Thing that comes to you mind like some Retard with tourettes, Well that would explain alot.
Just Read the Damn Blog Before Posting Some Bullshit. Otherwise, Get the Hell out of here.Posted 04-15-2009 at 07:27 PM by Tyeboi777 - I didnt think that I will hear this from Tye
I expected that he is an other kind of personPosted 04-15-2009 at 07:30 PM by memica -
most of what you said is the same for me...except i wouldn't commit suicide for reasons......and i went all emo once too with something sharp but didn't/wouldn't have commited suicide
and i don't hate you but if you have had committed suicide, most probably i will have hated you but just for this part...again for long reasons imo
either ways, welcome back and hope everything gets better soon for you TyePosted 04-15-2009 at 07:47 PM by CaptainRukiaKuchiki -
*snap* *snap* so true man so true. Preach that speak.Posted 04-15-2009 at 07:51 PM by TheTransparentKnight - No you idiot You Made Fun of Thailand. Yeah I Was Born and Raised in the US too, And Still I Have Pride in my Ancestory.Quote:Originally Posted by ultimentman2
.....How the hell was what i said rasist? or w/e else? I made fun of the U.S. because what i said was true!!! Hell i LIVE in the U.S. and I AM A CITIZEN OF THE U.S. (Born and raised)!Posted 04-15-2009 at 07:54 PM by Tyeboi777 -
Hohoho, it's good you came back to your senses....your still trash! *dropkicks Tye*Posted 04-15-2009 at 07:56 PM by SSJ5 -
so...... send me a copy of Ulti's ip address please...
*hugs Tye* i'm always here to talk if you need a listening ear, you have my msn and i'm usually on there almost 24/7. Suicide is a very hard thing to struggle with, half the world doesn't realize that. We love you Tye, and we're very happy that you decided to stay with us.Posted 04-15-2009 at 08:06 PM by angel of music - J.K. don't be so sarcastic man...
you don't know what it's like, some people here do, just think before you post...
and we're happy that you stayed here tye!!
I had a rough time myself last year, I tried to do the bad thing, ending it.
but it didn't work and suffurt long after, even until now.
but I got good news after being out of the hospital!
I would be transferred to some other school where I always wanted to go to with my friends, they went I didn't
Now I;ve got loads of friends who support me!
so I'll support you If you want to!Posted 04-15-2009 at 08:07 PM by Vongolas10th
Updated 04-15-2009 at 08:13 PM by Vongolas10th -
Tye I'm really glad you didn't go through with suicide. I don't wanna lose anymore friends.Posted 04-15-2009 at 08:11 PM by Urary -
hold up hold up hold up
you guys are actually serious? o_OPosted 04-15-2009 at 08:20 PM by fdein -
whenever i feel depressed i listen to filmscores like the heroic moment in a film, picks me right up, anyway cheer up dude things can only get better from what i can tellPosted 04-15-2009 at 08:27 PM by joeboi112 -
tye i'm glad you chose a different path, and no depression isn't something that should be taken lightly, or suicide for that matter. be strong.
and angels correct, talk with her. and if needed angel hunny you know where i am for back-up.Posted 04-15-2009 at 08:58 PM by vesta -
Glad your back manPosted 04-15-2009 at 09:59 PM by mikeboyslim24 -
Killing yourself is such a cop-out, and is extremely shelfish on your family and friends behalf. It doesn't seem logical to give you any sympathy, you almost carried out a premeditated murder. But good luck finding your direction again though!Posted 04-15-2009 at 11:23 PM by Whewt22
Updated 04-15-2009 at 11:27 PM by Whewt22 -
SO you found your dam self but not Waldo???
You bastard!!!!!!!!!!! :SPosted 04-15-2009 at 11:33 PM by Kira
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