I love that city. So... BIG.

Next year, or the year after that (which would be my junior year), I might study abroad for a year if I get a scholarship (because it is expensive) I also have to get my GPA up a little too, but that shouldn't be hard.

Only one semester if I don't get a scholarship

Anyone study abroad before? Just curious.

They keep calling my cell phone! T~T

I don't answer 800 numbers and I know it's them because the numbers spell out GO GUARD. I'm not going to answer and give them a nasty response because... I do have respect for the military. I'm scared to tell them that I don't want them to call me though. =[

If I don't answer the first time, or the second time, are they going to call me a third time?

HONESTLY.

Other than that, which is making me want...

Oh, I used all my Christmas money and babysitting money (my first babysitting job! $72, at $8/hr =O)

I ordered a Kodak camera bundle from Walmart (to quote from Tim Hawkins, "Don't you judge me..." it's a Kodak.) The catch however was that it takes a Kodak Li-Ion rechargeable battery and it does not come with a charger. =_= Not even on the Kodak website. Nowhere. That $40 had to come out of my own pocket. >.< I don't have a job! But whatever, at least now I can take...

I'm wondering now if my parents are going to pay next semester's tuition once they see my 1.92 GPA... I know they're going to yell at me and I'm scared to go off to a community college ;~; I changed my password to prevent them from seeing my grades, but they pay tuition on the same site, and now they have the grand idea to check my grades...
Wow. I don't think I'll ever be a parent because they really don't realize that I am trying, and that the major I went into initially was the absolute...

I got an email saying that I am on academic probation. Just barely. T_T

Now I have to write a short essay outlining my plan for next semester and I can't believe this! I'm an A/B student... I just had no idea how different high school is from college.

This is the scariest thing to ever happen to me and it's all just like one big unrealistic nightmare.