I cant really see
whats going on in here

maybe thats why
i keep to this lie

really hope its okay
couse i just wanna stay

maybe just for a little bit
maybe then i'll be fit

to leave my tears behind
and make the world rewind

but as it is now
all i can do is bow

i'll take the beating
couse it will never stop the bleeding

so i'll keep to what i do...

My tears shine red
Becouse you stabbed my heart
We were laying in bed
When i learned about your art

You never loved me
You only played
I should flee
But i stayed

I gave you what you needed
So you would pretend
And i allowed you to lead it
So at least you wouldnt resent

But finally i had enough
Of your games and plays
I had to be tough
And discard your ways

...

as i lay here
in the pitch black night
the only light is that of my cigarrete
i cant see anything
i cant hear anything
so i wonder
would the worldbe better of
in a state of eternal darkness?
where we all can be equal?
where theres
no race
no sex
no stile
nothing but the impenetrable darkness
in a world where we dont see apperances
we dont see each other
we dont hear each other
we...

laying in bed again, with thoughs flowing around behind the cigarret...

so this was an interesting weekend for me, first were the 1.st of may celebration, went to a park with about 200-300 other young danish people, met alot of people i knew and got pretty drunk, then after i (mis)used all of my friday i finally decide to go home, its around 02 at night at that time and a friend of mine calls me, saying theres a killer party at his apartment, so i go there thinking "why not??"...