Whats up with this

I cant really see
whats going on in here

maybe thats why
i keep to this lie

really hope its okay
couse i just wanna stay

maybe just for a little bit
maybe then i'll be fit

to leave my tears behind
and make the world rewind

but as it is now
all i can do is bow

i'll take the beating
couse it will never stop the bleeding

so i'll keep to what i do best
and maybe you can be my guest

in this twisted world of mine
we can make a clear line

between what is right
even though its gonna be a fight

and what is wrong
its gonna be long

so i'll just keep up with this
and live in unknowing bliss

couse the lies dont hurt others
and no one bothers

so i live in my world
so no one gets hurt