Hi every one,
well, i was thinking lately about writing weekly story
and i will be sending a chapter every Wednesday so i hope you enjoy reading it every week
and i will be happy to receive your comments
a little about them
Hope THEY ARE GOOD NAMES
THE GIRL NAME .RIN
AGE 17 THE FATHER NAME .DR/STEEV
AGE LIKE ANY DAD
THE BOY NAME ROMAN
THE BROTHER NAME.. ALEX
THE TATTOO GUY NAME. .ROG
THE LAWYER NAME MR/AIN
AGE .........LIKE ANY OLD MAN
" Chapter 1: The meeting "
Inside the house in a dark room a boy asking him self what went wrong?! why there is blood every where round me ?! then he started to remember what
one day he meets a girl that girl was crying for help some one help me! a thief stole her bag and ran away as she started to chase him the thief pumped into that boy by accident. the boy turned around as the girl lifted her hand and hit the thief down yelling at the thief " you stupid you made me run all the way and I had to answer my phone inside my bag " as she looked down she noticed that the thief was falling on the boy !she reached her hand to help him standing apologizing " I'm sorry , are you all right ?! I didn't mean to make him fall on you !!" . the boy got off the ground passing beside her without saying a word the girl looked at him saying "what a rude boy? I already said I am sorry well whatever!!"
The girl took her bag , kicked the thief's ass and started to walk. on her way home she saw the same boy standing in a field spreading his arms wide open. as the air blow the girl saying " it is that weird boy ? is he trying to fly or something?!! Weird guy !!"
As she reached home she stood in front of the door . suddenly she remembered something "I saw that boy before ? "
as she entered her house her father yelling at her "Rin, where have you been ?!and why didn't you answer your phone when I called you? "
RIN started telling her father what happened then her father shouted at her saying " are you injured or something ?! let me check on you . RIN stood up yelling at her father " as a daughter of a doctor I know every thing about injures dad!! I have no injures at all no need to check on me dad "
He father laughing saying " and as a daughter of a doctor I know that the boor thief got series injuries for sure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!".
The next day ......
RIN eating breakfast with her dad her dad asking her " what are you going to do today ?"
RIN answering her father " I'm going to the book store I need to buy some books about medical herbiest "
Her father looked at her smiling softly saying " you remind me with your mom well I am going to hospital I have a big surgery today whish me all the luck , RIN"
Sure dad " wish you all the lucky luck in the world though I know that my dad is the best " .
And so .
RIN went out to buy the books as she passed across the field where the boy was standing . she saw him standing just like the other day then she blinked her eyes to find that the boy wasn't standing there !!!!!!!!!!!! RIN sighing saying " huh?! must be my imagination "
To be continued
" Chapter 2: it is him"
When RIN reached home she went to clean her mothers clinic at her house thinking about the boy" why I keep thinking about him?! stupid weird boy! Get out of my mind "
At night the RIN was Standing in the window of her room
When she suddenly saw someone passed out in front of her house.
She ran down stairs calling her dad" Dad, someone passed out in front of the house hurry". her father throw the book which he was reading and Went quickly outside to find his daughter standing alone wondering "what!!! where is he?! He was right here !!!! he was right here! I saw him"
RIN started to turn around herself looking for him and suddenly out of no where the boy falling on her whispering "got you "
As her father reached her seeing the boy falling on her
her father shouted "what are you doing ?stay away from my daughter you pervert " . then The boy fell unconscious on the ground .
her father looked at her saying "he dropped dead before I hit him!! "
RIN turned to her father in shock saying " it is him !! dad he is cold , help him dad , lets take him inside".
Her father carried the boy into the house asking RIN " bring some towels . he is so wet .I will carry him to your moms clinic , hurry up"
But the doctor did not notice that the boy wasn't wet by water it was blood . as he lifted his hand to lay down the boy on the bench he found out that his dark cloths was Soaked with blood with a surprise look on his face he looked at his hands saying "what a hell ??!! what is this ?!"
As the Doctor began to take off the boy's shirt , he was Astonished at what he saw " what on earth is this?? "
as RIN reached the door and started to open it
her father shouting at her "do not open the door "
RIN stood still did not move then her father opened the door slightly smiling at her saying " I took of his cloths so wait here ."
he took the towels from RIN telling her " dont worry I am going to fix him. he is going to be fine .just promise me you wont come in till I ask you to, okay "
RIN looked at her father knowing that something is wrong as she already know that the boy was bleeding she got blood on her when he fall on her
Then she looked at her father telling him " I know his injured , I can see the blood spots on your hands dad . well I shall wait here in case you needed anything "
Her father softly smiling saying " I know I can depend on you".
Then he closed the door and head to the boy looking at him with tears on his eyes wondering "what monster did this to you ?! what possibly could you do to deserve such a painful punishment ?!" .
to be continued ...............
"Chapter 3: who are you?"
Rin's father started to check the boy's injures
his rests were bleeding from a deep wound same thing with his feet like someone was tying him tightly so that he wont move as he being punished but the worst thing was the cuts all over his body old ones ,new ones, deep wounds and the worst was painful wound the boy was going to suffer from for the rest of his life.
The doctor looking at the boy saying "I cant imagine how much pain you have been through , I will help you as much as I can ,whatever you did you did not deserve such painful punishment ". And so on the doctor started to treat him.
As Rin stood out side the door curios about what's going on inside wondering why did her father asked her to stay out and not to open the door
after lots of hours Rin's dad slightly opening the door as Rin looking at her father while he asking her "would you bring me my phone Rin , and prepare the guest room for the boy, please " .
Rin asking her father in anger "why dad?? Why would you let him stay here ?I thought you were going to call the cops ?!".
Her father yelled at her "just do what I asked you to do , please Rin "
Then he reached his hands patting her head "I'm sorry if yelled at you ,but it is not like my daughter, who would see someone needs help and wont help him"
Rin looked at her father with tears in her eyes saying "Im sorry dad , it just we dont know anything about him , maybe he did something bad or mayb ..."
Then her father interrupted her saying "even if , even if he did something bad as a doctor you should help anyone in trouble "
After than Rin to do what her dad asked her to do she prepared the guest room after she gave her father the phone wondering what her father would do with it .
the doctor took photos of the boy's wounds and clothes then he cleaned every thing so that Rin wont find out about what the boy was suffering from .as her father being a doctor , he was sure that the boy is a victim not a Criminal .
the boy stayed Unconscious for three days as her father was sitting beside him hearing him suffering and screaming out of pain as for Rin she didn't know what's going on with the boy and why her father being so secretive about the boy , and she keep on wondering about it !
her father got a phone call from the hospital asking him to come fast for an emergency .the doctor couldn't refuse his duty . and so he asked RIN to take care of the boy while he is out .
the girl went and set near the boy staring at his face asking him "why my dad doesn't want to tell me anything about you?, what happened to you ? what is under the bandages? hmm , how do I know you and yet don't remember you ??! Who are you ?!".
Rin couldn't hold back her curiosity she grabbed the sheet to see what's hidden under it .as her father enters the room suddenly yelling at her saying " Rin don't..". but it was too late she already saw what's under the sheets .
to be continued
" chapter 4: i remember him "
with a surprising look in Rin's eyes and shacking hands she suddenly felt on the floor, shocked by what she saw .
her father ran towards her , grabbed her arms asking her "are you all right ?! " shacking her " answer me , Rin ?"
slowly Rin lifted her eyes up looking at her father's face , she kept looking at him with out saying any word.
Her father looked at her saying " I'm sorry I hided this from you ,I just did not want you to see how cruel people could be to make some one like him suffer from something like that ".
after hearing this , Rin just ran to her room and stayed in it for lots of hours .
At night she went to the room where the boy is , sat near him , Looking at his face ,with tears in her eyes , she started to reach her hand slowly to touch his face ..
Suddenly the boy woke up and hugged Rin tightly
As Rin was astonished , hardly breathing as the boy kept hugging her tightly more and more , Rin felt like little drops of water falling on her shoulder as she said in her mind "is he crying?!! " .
Then the boy said "don't leave me again". then he passed out . Rin was frozen in her place for way too long .
Late in the night her father came back and went to check on him as he found his daughter sitting next to the boy. Her father grabbed a chair and sat next to her as Rin looked at him asking him "Dad ,would you let me take care of him?".
Her father answered her in a very calm way " sure you can"
In the next day
Rin was sitting on a chair next to the boy's bed ..the boy started to open his eyes slowly looking around him then his eyes fall on Rin ....
Rin looked at him asking him "can you see me ??_can you hear me?? just nod your head if you can "
the boy nodded his head as Rin saw that she shouted calling her father " Dad, he is up !come her immediately"
her father came in rush checking on the boy asking him
"do you know how many fingers I hold in my hands?"
The boy answered him with Avery tiring voice "two".
as both of Rin and her father smiled
The boy asking them" where am I?"
Rin's father answering him "you're in a very safe place ,don't worry "
As the boy trying and forcing himself to get up saying "I have to leave"
Then the doctor shouted at him" you cannot go you're injures did not heal yet "
The boy started to breathing very fast as Rin's father asking him while pushing him to the bed "just calm down , breath slowly ".
The boy pushing his hands away shouting " you saw..?!"
The doctor stood up asking his daughter " Rin , will you stay out side for a while ? ".
Rin looked at the boy then she went out side and locked the door behind her .
Two hours passed her father opened the door to find his daughter Rin standing out side he softly smiled telling her "it is all right he will stay".
Rin draw a smile on her face as she headed to the door , she saw the boy sitting on the bed as the air stir his hair , reaching her , she stood still frozen in her place with a shocking look in her eyes saying "I remember him ".
Five years ago
Rin was sitting in the exact same field she saw the boy in , she was crying as her mother just passed a way , then a boy came near to her asked her ,"why are you crying ?" , Rin answered him" my dad told me that I'm not going to see my mom again ".
the boy stood right in front of her spread his hands wide open telling her
"my mom died too , but you know when the wind blow, open your hands wide open and let the wind come throw you , it will take your hopes, dreams , kiss's and hugs to your mom ,and she will give it granted for you next time the wind blow again so open your arms wide open so you can grab it and keep it inside you , I do that and every time and I feel my mom as if the wind carry her from heaven to earth"
Rin looked at him with lots of tears in her eyes asking him "is that right ?!". the boy smiled at her telling her " yes ,it is "
As some one called for the boy he patted Rin's head smiling as he told her "dont cry, next time we meet lets say our whishes together ,okay ,see you later ".
Then the boy ran till she couldn't see him any more .
Rin remembered when she saw the boy before
As she was standing out side the door staring at the boy
Asking her self "how could I forget ?"
to be continued.............
"Chapter 5/sooner is better "
Rin was just standing there doing nothing except staring at the boy. then her father told her "leave him a lone for now , he is not going any where"
The day was moving slowly as she was sitting with her dad saying nothing , thinking a bout the boy and what he is answer going to be when she ask him a bout what happened with him? .
Then her father asked her "would you check on him?".
Rin jumped from the chair saying "yes I will".
Her dad was astonished but he continued saying " well then, take some food with you also Rin don't ask him about anything ,okay ".
Rin rushed to the room where the boy is and slightly opened the door , she saw the boy sitting on the bed , did not move at all. she entered the room , sat on the chair near the boy and placed the food beside him . her heart was beating so fast she wanted to ask him about what happen to him but she couldn't do that as her father told her not to ask him about anything .
Instead of that Rin asked the boy " are you feeling alright? "..the boy did not say a word .
As Rin continued saying " I brought you some food, you should eat you know, to feel better "
Still the boy did not say anything not even one word .
Rin sighed then she said "I can feed you if you don't mind ".
The girl lifted the spoon up to feed him. but the boy pushed her hand away shouting at her " leave me a lone "
Rin stood up from the chair grabbing her hand yelling at the boy " if you want me to leave you alone you should just get better and get out of here , you're confusing me " .
After that Rin ran out off the room as she Collided with her father , Rin looked at her father started to cry telling him "I hate him dad, I hate him for making me feel like this ".
The boy could hear her as he remembered what her father told him when he woke up " well, I'm a doctor and I know exactly what happened with you , so , as a doctor it was my duty to help you but as a person and a father
I'm afraid from what is hidden behind this wounds ,
So I don't want you to stay in my house .but as I said before as a doctor it is my duty to make you get better so I wont let you out until you get better, therefore you should get better and get the hell out off my house,
And one more thing if you needed help , I will help you " .
The boy took his decision and started to eat.
The next day .the doctor went to check on him .he found him trying to stand up but he couldn't and felt on the bed.
Rin's father telling him " I see that you made your decision ,Well then let me check on your wounds ".
The boy looked at him with ironic smile on his face telling him " sooner is better you know ".
After Rin's father checked on him he told him" you still have time to tell me what happened to you , sooner is better you know" ..
To be continued
"CHAPTER 6_______ I'M A BAD GUY "
For the next four days , the boy was eating , sleeping and trying hard to stand up So he can reach the door to leave
With only one thing on his mouth he keep on saying it "sooner is better ".
Rin was watching him trying hard to stand up trying hard to walk so he can leave .
But while she was watching him , she was getting mad and curious about him more and more and what he is hiding .
The boy didn't talk at all neither with the doctor or his daughter .
Till this day , Rin's father telling her "Rin I have to go to the hospital , so you have to take care of him ".
Rin's heart started to beat fast she looked at her father telling him " I will ,don't worry a bout it ".
Her father left , leaving her alone with the boy
Rin started to walk around the room with thoughts in her head , then she went to the kitchen made some food for the boy and went to his room . while she was opening the door she said to herself " this is my chance ".
Rin entered the room to find the boy standing in front of the window , as Rin telling him "I brought you some food , so I will leave it here as usual ". the boy did not gave any reaction at all , he just ignored her as he always do .
Rin was hesitating whether to ask him or not
Suddenly the boy turned around looking at her , he did not say a word just kept on staring at her which made Rin more nervous then she found herself asking him " are you good or bad ?! you're confusing me , who did this to you ?!"
After she said that she stood still breathing so fast looking at the boy. As the boy started to walk towards her . Rin wanted to move but she couldn't then the boy grabbed her arms staring at her eyes asking her " tell me what do you think of me , Am I good or bad ? ".
Rin was just standing still as the boy keep putting pressure on her arms grabbing her tightly ,Rin yelled at him " I don't know?!, you're hurting my arms " .
then the boy yelled back at her " tell me ".
Rin couldn't stand that scary look in his eyes anymore , she closed her eyes yelling at him " only bad guys deserve this ".
the boy pushed her to the wall as her back hit the wall
Rin opened her eyes with tears in it , staring at the boy
shaking and scared of him .
As the boy draw this ironic smile on his face he lifting his hand , putting it on Rin's chest saying " you're heart beating so fast ".Rin was in shock she couldn't move or speak and hardly breathing then the boy placed his forehead on Rin's forehead saying " yes, I'm a bad guy and I deserved this punishment ,it hurt but I even liked it at some point ,wow, can you feel that ?! now your heart ,_ it is going to explode , well let me try something else to see if it going to stop ".
the boy lifted his hands off her , Rin start falling on the floor as the boy looked at her saying " you look like butterfly
falling on the ground allowing people like me to step on it ,, now let me see whether you're going to die or not ?! allow me to step on you "
the boy started reaching his hands towards her as Rin was just staring at his hand with tears falling of her eyes on the floor .
to be continued ________
"CHAPTER 7_________just a dream" !!
Rin was just staring at his hands as the boy reached her face He placing his hand on her cheek staring at her saying " I have to do this , after all it is who I am "
then he was going to kiss her _her dad shouted at him "get your hands off her , and get the hell out of my house or I will shot you "
her father was pointing a gun at him.
as the boy lifted his head staring at him , he stood up
then he started to laugh saying "this my first time to see a doctor with a gun , okay shot me then , you know this is a very good game I played it before ".
then the boy started to walk towards him standing in front of the gun , placing his hand on the gun as the boy and Rin's father were looking at each other eyes .
the boy continued saying " you really are going to shot me , I can see it in your eyes "
Rin's father answered him without hesitation " yes I will '
the boy put his hand down saying with ironic look on his face " don't worry ,your daughter isn't my type , also there is no fun without struggling anyway ".
then the boy walked beside the doctor whispering in his ear with a pat on the doctor shoulder then he left .
the doctor throw the gun rushing to see his daughter
but Rin was already passed out after hearing her dad's voice .
a few hours later Rin Regained consciousness while
yelling " stop , don't do it ".
as her father hugging her asking her to calm down Rin was looking a round her asking her dad " where did he go ?! where did the boy go ??"
her father patting her answering " just calm down , what boy are you talking about ? .there is no boys here ,I'm the one who carried you when you passed out "
Rin pushed her father away shouting at him " the boy ,dad !!the boy!! he was wounded badly and he attacked me then you came and______ "
her father hugged her tightly again saying " what a strange dream you had ?? just calm down , Rin , it was just a dream "
Rin was shocked saying " dream?!!!!!"
then her father looked at her telling her
"you passed out while you were cleaning your mom's clinic , you had a fever and Remained unconscious for two days , what a crazy dream you had!! ,haha this boy got to be out of his mind to attack you , don't worry a bout it ,it was just a dream "
Rin was in shock and all what she said was " so, it was just a dream ".
To be continued ________________
"Chapter 8 __________ terrible liar"
Every thing was normal after all this , for two days her father just acting cool and normal as if nothing happened at all , as for Rin seeing her father acting like that , she was convinced that it was a dream but when night fall she stand in front of the window thinking about the boy and every thing happened , the boy meeting her , falling on her , seeing his body , talking with him , watching him and attacking her , till she couldn't handle this anymore.
Then Rin remembered what the boy told her when he grabbed her "I have to do this ". Rin kept repeating the same thing "I have to do this , I have to do this "
Then she yelled
" he didn't want to do this , he have to but didn't want to "
After saying this Rin ran to her father yelling " it wasn't a dream , he have to do this ,it wasn't a dream dad , why did lie at me ?? "
Rin was crying as her father didn't say anything he was just standing looking at her . as she continued saying " he isn't what you think he is , he was trying to give us the wrong idea a bout him dad , I know he is not like that " . then she ran towards the door ,opened it then she looked at her father saying " I'm going to look for him , aren't you going to stop me , say anything , something , answer me dad ?!".
Her father shouting " I didn't want to see you like this , this boy , I know he isn't a criminal or bad but I didn't want to see you hurt because of him , he is already ruined , no one can help him , not even you ".
The girl looked at her dad telling him "I wont give up on him , I will help him no matter what "
All what her father said was " fine , I tried to make it just a dream for you but I couldn't , and I wont stop you because I know how my daughter look like ".
Rin rushed to her father hugging him tightly saying " thank you dad , I will help him ".
Rin rushed out to look for the boy just walking in the streets searching every where till she got tired she stopped somewhere in the middle of the street screaming out loud " where are you ?" . as she was taking her breath she heard the boy saying the first thing she heard from him when he fall on her " got you " . she turned her face to see that wide green field she saw him in , Rin screaming at herself " stupid ,I'm so stupid , how come I didn't look there " .
Then she ran to the field , looking for the boy calling for him " where are you? ".
Rin got tired , she lays on the field catching her breath , as she closed her eyes repeating the same thing " where are you ?"
Then she opened her eyes on a voice answering her " I been her all the time, waiting for you ".
It was the boy face to face looking at Rin saying " been here " .
Rin was just looking at him then the boy laughs to her as he lays next her .
For hours non of them said anything not even one word
Just both of them laying there on the green grass .
Then Rin started talking to him " you lied at me by making a silly play , but I knew it , you're a terrible liar , why did you lie at me ? you have , I mean you should know that I will help you no matter what ".
The boy grabbed her hand asking Rin " don't say anything just let us be like that for a few more hours , then I will tell you every thing you want to know ".
to be continued ___________
"Chapter 9_________confession( part 1)"
Hours passed without any of them saying a word ,then the boy asked her while he was grabbing Rin's hand tightly " I want to tell you every thing I just cant handle it anymore Rin ".
Rin stood up , looking at him with eyes full of passion and surprise saying "u know my name ?!! u remember me?!! ".
The boy sat looking back at her with a sweet smile on his face , he let go of her hand as he puts his head down on his kneels he started to talk as Rin started to listen.
As The boy started to say his story to Rin " I know you , long time a go I met you here , when your mom passed away , yes , I still remember how you was crying over your dead mother I also remember what I told you as my mother also died two weeks ago before your mom , I wanted to find someone to cry with but end up me cheering you up , hehe !!__I looked for you every time I come here some times I see you others I don't , and so on
I even followed you to your house once or maybe twice or more , well I never had the courage to speak to you ,
So far this was my life about my father , my big brother and you Rin , you were my hidden happiness , till last year ".
The boy stopped talking for a moment then he sighed as he continued saying " last year , last year was ___my father passed away last year that turned my life into hell".
.A year ago
his older brother talking with him " I know we didn't expect this to happen , our father die in a car accident !and we always thought he would die from a heart attack because of his business , so we have to keep on what he wish for , lawyers will be coming today to read his will so do you want to be here ? if you don't want to I will tell you what will happen so , Roman , are u coming ".
Roman didn't say a word didn't even blink , suddenly his brother jumped on him
as Roman yelled at him " get off me Alex , what are you doing ? come on get off ".
Alex didn't move saying to Roman " I wont do that till you let it out , come on just let it go , I can see tears in your eyes , screams trapped inside you just let it out and I will let you go "
As Alex keep on yelling at him " let it go Roman"
Roman started crying and screaming out loud then Alex brother got off him and sat next to him saying " see this is a relief now let it all out , this is your only chance so , let it all out , Roman "
then Roman looked at Alex saying " thank you bro , I'm happy to have a brother like you , so , what about u ?! did you let it all out?? "
Alex answered him " of course I did , but not in front of you marshmallow hahaha , so I will be down stairs waiting for the lawyers to come if you feel like coming down it will be great , oh and one more thing wash your face marshmallow "
Roman sighing saying " I wont attend it , you know I don't care about this stuff , I will go out so you can tell me later , sorry Alex ".
Alex sighing " your going to his grave again? it has been a week Roman , well do as you wish see you later then"
Roman did went to his fathers grave and started talking to him " you know dad I wanted you to meet someone well , she is a girl I love for too long but she doesn't know about me I wanted to tell her but I couldn't every time.. I just can't tell her , I'm a marshmallow !! but this time I will then I will let you see her , her name is Rin , cute name I know "
the boy kept talking and talking about Rin to his dad then he slept next to his dads grave .
Roman waked up in the night in the next day " what ?what time is it? I slept for a whole day?! My brother going to kill me!! 1 got to go dad see you later "
Roman rushed to his house as he reached it , he found the house too calm no maids in it , to dark not as usual .Roman lives in a big palace where there is maids and lights all the time all day , Roman started wondering " what is going on here?!! , where did every one go ?! ".
then he heard voices up stairs , Roman rushed up stairs to see what is going on as he reached his brothers room " this is Alex's voice".
Roman opened the door of his brother room with a surprise look on his face " what is going on here ?"
To be continued_____________
"Chapter 10_________ confession( part 2_my toy)"
Roman opened the door of Alex's room with a surprise look on his face saying " what is going on here ?"
Roman saw that half naked guy with black tattoo on his back (DEATH) grabbing Alex from his neck and holding a knife in the other hand then the guy stabbed Alex
As Roman stood in his place frozen looking at his brothers body on the floor as the guy turned around looking at Roman then the guy started to walk towards Roman as reached him the guy lifted the knife saying " now , it is your turn ".
All what Roman saw was darkness in front of his eyes as he Fainted .
After awhile Roman started to open his eyes slowly , Roman wanted to move but he couldn't
He was chained to a wall both his hands as Roman started to ask himself " what happened ? what is going on?" then he remembered the image of Alex falling on the ground as the guy stabbed him , Roman started to scream as he saw the guy " what did u do to my brother? What a hell do u want? Why did u do that? Let me go I want check on my brother ".
Roman keep on straggling and straggling to unchain himself , even his wrests started to bleed but he couldn't , then he heard heavy voice saying " he is already dead "
Roman was shocked , stopped moving
As the guy walked towards him grabbing his neck hitting Roman's head to the wall saying " he is dead and you are my new toy !! let me play with u for awhile ".
Roman started to choke he couldn't breath anymore as the guy grabbing his neck tightly , then the guy lifted his hand of Roman's neck saying words as melody with ironic laugh " I wont let u die yet , u my toy play play till the end " .
As the guy turned his back all what Roman could see was that dark big tattoo on the guy's back (DEATH).
Roman started to cry yelling convincing himself " this is a dream a bad dream , no_ it is a lie my brother cant be dead , this is not happening ".
The guy replayed Roman " yes it is , he is dead and you are my toy , so enjoy ahahahahaaaa good melody ".
But all what Roman keep on saying " I want to see him ,I want to see my brother's body , let me see Alex then you can do whatever you want to do , just let me see him "
The guy laughed loudly telling Roman " you let me do what I want !! but I will do it anyway , well I will let you see it if you enjoyed what I'm doing to you so, shall you enjoy ?! "
The guy grabbed the Roman's face with his hand touching him with other hand asking him " so will you enjoy it ?!"
Roman yelling at him " yes I will , I will do whatever you ask me to do but let me see him "
Then Roman heard a voice familiar voice saying " I knew he would ask that "
To be continued______________
"Chapter 11_________ confession( part 3__just the beginning )"
the boy heard a voice familiar voice saying "I knew he would ask that ".
with a shocking reaction the boy said "you, you are ___"
the one with the familiar voice " yes I am " as he approached the boy so he can see him " yes I am your brother "
the boy looked at him with a surprise look and eyes full of tears saying " you a live , thank god that you are alive , are you hurt ? did this guy did something ______"
he didn't continue as his brother slapped him on his face
yelling at him " are you ****ing crazy ? of course I'm fine , I'm the one who prepared all this for you ___"
the boy saying in shock " you ?! why ? what is going on ? is this some kind of a silly joke ? why ?!! wait you wanted to see if I'm going to be scared and worried about you ,right ?I was worried about you , but you are all right
so I'm glad that you are all right so let me go stop this sick joke ".
his brother laughing out loud " my marshmallow stupid brother this isn't a joke , this is payment , time for you to pay for everything you ever did in your stupid ****ing sick life ".
the boy yelling at him " this is enough , stop this , just stop it ,it isn't funny anymore ".
his brother punched him in his stomach whispering in his ears " you think this is a joke ?! it isn't a joke , let me prove it to you ".
then his brother continued saying " let me introduce him"
as he pointed at the half naked weirs guy " this is my first sick case I worked on after I graduated from med school ,he has that thing towards pretty boys , he love to play no no toy with them! yes he think that all boys in this word exist to entertain himself with as he is the hand that give them the pleasure before death sooner or later he just kill them so , what a hell ? he will do whatever he want before killing them ,weird concept I know , but as you can see I fixed him , I told him that the pleasure is when u see them walking dead wishing to die or accepting to be toys ?! now let him show you "
the boy was shocked as he started to laugh saying " you joking ,joking right?! Come on let me go "
his brother started to walk away as the other guy stood in front of the boy with crazy look in his eyes " let is play my toy ".
the guy started tearing the boy's clothes off as he was laughing out loud saying " finally I have been waiting for a toy like you for so long , you give me the pleasure I need ".
As the only thing the boy was doing screaming at his brother " stop that! tell him to stop , I am your brother , stop it".
His brother was standing watching with a smile on his face " stop !!this is just the beginning "
His brother was standing watching with a smile on his face saying " stop !! but this is just the beginning "
As the death tattoo guy keep on laughing saying " scream my toy scream this is even better this is so irritating "
As the guy started to touch him the boy was in shock,
Can't believe what is going on.
the boy keep on screaming " stay away from me, take your hands of me, what are you doing??!!! You!! Stop, stop "
the boy kept on screaming asking his brother to stop the guy and what he is doing to him.
then with a painful scream the boy screaming out load "ahhhhhhhhhhhhh stooooooooooop stoooooooooop it!! it hurt Im your brother tell him to stoooooooooop "
As the boy begging his brother " stop !stop it ,this going so far!! tell him to stop ,stop it! just stooooooooooooop it , I'm your brother!! tell him to stop , it hurt stop it , stoooooooooooooop it"
the boy was hardly breathing , shaking and bleeding no matter how hard he screams at his brother asking him begging him to stop it.
But his brother didn't care he was just standing there smiling watching the boy getting hurt (R) by the sick crazy guy over and over and over again.
the boy was saying the same thing again and again and again " stop it I'm your brother "
It became the only thing he is saying , the boy started to think that it is a nightmare as his brother wont do that to him ever ,and that his brother wont hurt him , this all a nightmare . but it wasn't the pain was real, the blood was real, the smile and the look on his brother's face was real.
Till the sick tattoo guy stood up grabbed the boy from his hair laughing saying " you ? my toy screaming stop , stop , why ? it is totally the opposite of it , you should have enjoyed the fun and easy part ".
But the boy keep on saying in a very weak and shaking voice " I'm _ your _ brother ! this is a nightmare and I wont be up till you stop !! stop it , please ! I want to wake up ,stop it , I'm your brother you have to stop it so I can wake up ".
But his brother was standing still in his place , smiling
Without saying a word.
Then with a painful scream , the boy screaming out load " ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" . the sick crazy death tattoo guy was tearing his flesh with his sharp nails saying to the boy " screeeeeeeeeeam my toy , scream , your screaming is so irritating , that is it!! I missed the touch of the young flesh and the taste of blood though I'm not old you know I'm only 27 ,but it just I love playing with life toys, and it has been two years since your brother locked me here made me watching and waiting for you ,I really wanted you that is why I cant wait my precious toy thank you for coming finally ".
Then the guy started to lick the blood from the boy's body saying " this is it , the touch , the blood , this is what I need "
the boy was in shock , shaking , barely breathing and couldn't even scream any more.
then the guy kneeled in front of the boy shaking and crying saying " I can't hold it anymore , help me , I don't want this to end yet ,uh help me ".
Then his brother drawn near the guy whispering in his ears ,after that the guy knocked his brother to the ground and started tearing his brother's clothes off as his brother was laughing saying to the guy " don't hold back , you still have a long way to go !!!!" ..
To be continued _____________
"Chapter13_______ confession( part5___what I have done?!)"
the guy knocked his brother to the ground and started tearing his brother's clothes off as his brother was laughing saying to the guy " don't hold back , you still have a long way to go"
the boy was looking down at them shocked , shaking
he wanted to shout but words wont come out ..
his brother was on the floor laughing out loud saying to the guy " don't hold back , do whatever you want do as usual " . as the guy was tearing his brother's chest with his nails , and bloody bites everywhere on his body .
the guy was doing the same thing but even worse and his brother was laughing .
the boy couldn't believe what was going on his brother and the sick crazy guy , the boy shouted "stooooooooooop stop it , this enough I want wake uuuuuuuuup ,stooooop it please "
his brother looked at him smiling then his brother said to the guy " stop " but the crazy sick guy kept on doing what he is doing . his brother shouted at the guy kicked him away " I told u to stop "
the guy was laying on the floor breathing so fast , his face and his hands covered in blood .
as the boy was in shock looking at his brother's body with tears falling of his eyes , the boy was looking back at his brother's eyes telling him with his eyes to stop
as his brother was looking back at his eyes , walking towards the guy , grabbing him from his hair saying " you got enough from me now finish it with him "
the boy was looking at his brother's eye can't believe the evil look in his eyes or what he heard .
the guy stood up laughing saying " yes , you right , now I wont break my toy "
his brother walked away looking at the boy smiling saying " you should have enjoyed the easy part but this one I will enjoy watching it , I cant wait to see what he will give you "
as the guy stood in front of the boy approaching his hand towards the boy saying " now my toy , shall we continue"
the boy wanted to move but the shock kept him still , all what he could do was screaming saying " don't , stop , dont do it please , please stop , stay away from me "
the boy started to move straggling but more he do more the chains cut throw him more he bleed .
the guy nailed the boy to the wall tightly and started to bite him bloody bites just like what he did with his brother and sharp nails cutting throw him deep and deep
the boy screaming with pain " it hurt ,stop I beg you , why you doing this? I'm sorry for anything I did wrong !! make him stooooooooop , what have I done to deserve this stooooooop it please , I'm sorry ".
then the boy stopped screaming as the guy fainted on the ground , the boy was hardly breathing looking down at the guy as his brother stood in front of him saying " he is not as you wish he is , he isn't dead , he reached his limit
just when u got your questions right !! say it again "
the boy was hardly breathing started to lose conscious
asking his brother " what I have done ??"
his brother unchained the boy ,the boy fall on the ground and the last thing he heard was his brother saying " u done what u should be sorry for the rest of your life "
After awhile the boy started to gain conscious , opening his eyes slowly looking at the ceiling whispering " I'm in my room !! this is my room ! it was a dream !! "
The boy wanted to move but he couldn't , his body was heavy " I cant feel anything , my body is so heavy , but it was a dream "
Then he heard his brother's voice " you up??? You have been sleeping for a week "
The boy couldn't even lift his head to look at his brother
The boy laughed saying " sleeping !! so it was a dream , I had awful dream that I cant even move my body from it "
His brother laughing out load saying " dream ???!!! "
Then he jumped over the boy looking at him continued laughing saying " it was not a dream uh ,you know it wasn't , not even a nightmare "
The boy broke in tears saying " just lie and say it was !! what I have done to you , you are my brother , i didn't hurt you , what have I done to deserve this ?!"
Then The boy screamed as his brother stepped his finger in wound in his chest shouting at the boy saying " it wasn't a ****ing dream , your paying for what u have done , this pain you are feeling , no one can have it even in a dream , you want to know what you have done ??!answer me , you want to know? "
As his brother keep on stepping his fingers in the boy's wound shouting at him " you want to know?"
The boy screaming out loud crying saying " yes , I want to know!!..... "
the boy screaming out loud saying " yes I want to know what I have done to you to deserve this , Im your brother how could you do this to me , what I ever done to you ???????!!!!! "
his brother shouted at him STICKING his fingers deeper in the boy's wounds shouting saying " don't you ever say this word ever , you took everything from me ,you ruined my life the moment you stepped in this house you filthy boy!!"
The boy was hardly breathing , coughing , hardly saying "I am your bro ." .
The boy didn't continue the word as his brother stuffed his fingers covered with blood from the boy's wound in his mouth , the boy started to SUFFOCATE he couldn't breath anymore , the boy wanted to STRUGGLE to push him away but his body was heavy , he couldn't even move a finger .
Then when his brother started to notice that the boy can't breath anymore he removed his fingers from the boy's mouth shouting at the boy saying " breath !! I want you to breath !! don't you ever stop breathing till I tell you so"
The boy started to take his breath hardly and so fast as if his chest was going to explode , his brother stepped away from him saying " good boy , breath because every time I break you I will fix you and break you over and over again !! "
" So your tears saying it all , pathetic , I'm pathetic , getting raped and tortured by my own brother , YOU WERE THE LAST PERSON ON THE PLANET I WOULD EVER WANT TO TELL THAT, AND YET THE ONLY PERSON I EVER WANTED TO TELL EVERYTHING. , I think that is it ! I'm not going to say anything else , your tears killing me , it is the worst pain I can ever feel , I ."the boy saying to the girl
The boy didn't continue as the girl kissed him , a salty kiss with her tears but the boy gently pushed her away saying " don't , I don't want to hurt you anymore "
The girl placed her hand on his chest , his neck , his hands crying saying " here , he hurt you here and here and here "
Then the girl hugged the boy tightly saying " he hurt you , whatever you have done , you do not deserve such pain full punishment "
The boy " you wont like it , you wont like what I'm going to tell you "
The girl " I will listen , I don't want you to suffer alone anymore "
The boy " what if it was my fault ?"
The girl " I don't care , I will share it with you "
The boy broke in tears and hugged the girl in return then the girl saying " let me take this heavy weight off your chest , the cause of your pain and suffering , so ?! "
A few hours after
The boy started to breath normal again , slowly moving his hands , trying to get up when he heard his brother saying " I wouldn't do that if I were you , you are going to reopen the stitches "
Desperately the boy asking " so , why ?! , I want to know why?! , but you have to know that whatever I did I'm sorry for it and even if I didn't do anything , I'm not going to hold you back , you can do whatever you want "
His brother " yes ,I'm not going to hold back and look at you , you wont and you cant stop me "
His brother wandering in the room continue saying " you know the moment you stepped in this house , when my dad brought you here , I still remember what he said ( look I brought you a little brother , isn't he cute , from now on you two are brothers , and as you are his big brother you have to take care of him ) , and I was like ,what a hell ?! I have a brother !! , you know I really hated you then I thought about it and I thought it was cool , now I have someone to play with so it doesn't matter who the hell are you ?! or neither where you came from ?! "
Softly the boy smiling saying " I remember that too , having a brother to play with , talk to and I won't alone anymore "
His brother continue saying " yea , that was cool , seeing my dad treating you better than me , his son , his own flesh and blood , every day and in everything "
Then his brother rushed to the boy shouting saying " I hated you , I treated you like a toy to play with , just to make my old man happy but I couldn't take it anymore seeing him treating you better than me was killing me it was so ****ing irritating "
His brother approached His hand at the boy's throat saying " I want to kill you right here , right now but that wont be enough to satisfy me "
To be continued
"Chapter 15 the truth is "
His brother approached His hand at the boy's throat saying " I want to kill you right here , right now but that wont be enough to satisfy me "
The boy shouting " stop saying that !! just do whatever u want to do , kill me "
His brother stoop up walking around the bed " what?? U don't like my talking ?! , well satisfy me first "
Then he took off the sheet uncovering the naked body of the boy that was only covered with bandages and marks from what the guy did to him .
Then he started to touch the boy's body his missy hair , neck chest moving touching every single part off him
Saying " I thought my old man (his dad) was on love affair with u , u cute , pretty so I thought what a hell??!! let the old man play so I planted the whole house with hidden cameras "
Then he started tearing the bandages out of the boy's body shouting at the boy " since the day you came here ,I didn't mind if you were having an affair with him , instead of that u took everything "
The boy was suffering screaming out of pain " he is my father and u you are my brother "
The boy was Writhing in pain his whole body shacking , as his brother heard him saying this again he grabbed him from his hair dragging him out of the bed to the floor .the boy keep on Writhing in pain yelling in pain " I aaaaaaaaaaaaaam , I am "
With a shocking look on the boy's face as his brother turned his face down to the floor yelling at the boy " I told u not to say this word eveeeeeeeeeeer " then he started to take off his clothes as he nailed the boy to the floor saying " I enjoyed watching first time but this time I want to have the real thing "
The boy started to struggle screaming " don't , don't sto.oooo ..oooooooooooooooop it isn't right stop it , it hurt "
His brother didn't care he keep on doing it to the boy hitting him harder and harder to the floor yelling at the boy " more you struggle more u got hurt now stop "
The boy suddenly stopped as he felt his brother *****the same thing as the guy did to him , the boy felt numb he couldn't move at all as he heard his brother saying " good boy u got used to it !! do u believe it now !! brothers do not do that to each other "
As he started to hurt the boy more and more the boy keep on yelling " it hurt stoooooooooop it "
The boy's tears falling on the floor as his brother keep on breaking him ..after awhile heavy breathing , hot air , sweating
His brother stepping away from him wearing back his clothes , setting near the boy as he was laying on the floor barley breathing , shacking and Writhing in pain
Then his brother started to talk saying " damn it that was good , you didn't straggle !! see u have the same fate just like your filthy parents , who ever your parents were !!
Haha .damn it I forgot to shut the camera off " as he was looking at the ceiling .
As for the boy he was laying on the floor in shock as he keep on listening to his brother .
Then he continued saying " weird I planted it to see my old man doing this to you but look what things turned up to I kept watching you and him and every time things was sweet and good between you and him , talking , laughing , caring about you more than me, even making you follow his lead in business !! what a ****?! I'm his son his own flesh and blood but yet he didn't care about me !! he kept caring about you "
Then he stood up walked to the bed grabbed the sheet of the bed and covered the boy with it as he was saying " time to fix you again so I can break you again and again and again " then he started to walk towards the door as he was opening it , the boy whispering " I am your brother , brothers , bro .. "
As his brother closed the door leaving the boy on the floor , the boy started screaming out loud just screaming out of pain ..
Hours passing slowly as the boy still lying on the floor in shock , shacking , starring at his hand covered with his blood as he started to faint slowly closing his eyes ..
In the other side
His brother talking with the family lawyer
The lawyer shouting at him saying " how on earth did this happen ???!!!! u should have told me!! How could u do that ??!!!!!"
The brother crying answering " I have no idea how this happened !! he said he was going to stay with a friend for awhile , so it was okay to let him be to rest for a while away from his room I just wanted to see him happy , I called his friend's house to check on him but he told me he didn't see him at all "
The brother kneeling on the floor crying continue saying " it has been two weeks now uncle I have been looking for my little brother and I cant find him anywhere , I'm so scared uncle I don't want to lose my little brother too "
The lawyer shouting " u should have called me "
The brother " I didn't want to disturb you uncle, you were out of town and my little brother is my responsibility and I will look for him even if it coast me my life "
The lawyer looking at the brother saying " lift your head up , don't u dare cry on him , your little brother isn't dead , we are going to find him , did u call the cops??"
The brother standing off the floor whipping his tears answering " no , you know uncle I cant do that , if our enemies at business find out about this my little brother's life will be in danger "
The lawyer sighing saying " you're right about that but we have to find away to look for him "
The brother speaking loudly saying " I hired a detective to look for him , and I made sure that he is one of the best "
The lawyer " a detective!! Well did he made any progress?? , I want to meet him "
The brother " yes he is making a huge progress , and sure you are going to meet him , he is actually coming today "
The lawyer " good thing that he is making progress , we have to find your brother soon , I hope hr is doing well "
Someone with black clothes a young guy walking inside the house reaching the door of the office " can I come in? "
The brother rushing to the door saying to the lawyer " this is him uncle the detective"
The brother went to open the door with a smile on his face whispering to the guy saying " play your role well , and you will get to play with the toy again "
The young guy with ironic smile on his face " anything for my toy"
To be continued
"Chapter 16 ..fake or what??????"
The guy walking inside the office along side the brother
The brother introducing the guy to the lawyer "this is the detective uncle , he is the one who is looking for my brother "
The lawyer shocked saying " he is a young man !! you sure he can find him ! or even know how ?!"
The young guy walking towards the lawyer with sharp look in his eyes saying " it isn't about age Mr. lawyer , let me ask you something , you were the last one who saw the boy right ? Mr. lawyer "
The lawyer furiously answering " what do you mean about that ??!! are u saying that I did something to the boy !! you are .."
The guy interrupting the lawyer's talk yelling at him " did you or did you not ?!"
The lawyer answering " yes I did , I met him while I was visiting his father's graveyard , that is it , how did you know about that ?!"
The young guy turning his back to the lawyer looking at the brother saying " I have my toying ways to know things , I am a hell of a detective "
The brother talking to the lawyer saying " you saw him that day uncle ?! , the day he called me saying that he was staying with a friend ,it is the same day he went to visit dad's grave "
The brother rushing to the lawyer grabbing his shoulders " how he was look like uncle ?! was he okay?! What did he say to you uncle ?! was my brother all right ?!"
The lawyer pushing the brother away shouting at him " calm down , well as I can recall he was kind of happy , he said (uncle , I have the most precious person on earth by my side so I will try to get over my dad's death along side with him ) ,this is all what he said , I think he was talking about you , after all you are his big brother , the only one he got in this world "
The brother grabbing his head with his hands " I'm sorry uncle , I just want to find him , he is my little precious brother , the only one I have too "
The lawyer putting his hand on the brother's shoulder consoling him " we are going to find him no matter what , so young detective , what else do you got ?"
The young guy getting a red card out of his pocket handling it over to the lawyer while saying " the last place he was in "
The lawyer with a shocking look on his face holding the red card " what on earth ?!!!!!! it cant be !! are ****ing kidding me ! he would never go to a place like this !! "
The guy walking towards the lawyer while saying " are you questioning me Mr. lawyer ?! I went there myself and made sure of it , the boy was there"
The brother taking the card from the lawyer's hand saying " let me see this card " then the brother with angry look pointing the card at the guy " it cant be , my brother wont go to a place like this!!!"
The guy sighing saying " I know it is hard for you to get that but the boy was there , there is also something else you guys should know about that , this place full with weird people , playing with weird toys and your brother ,your lost item was there playing weird games too "
The brother crumbing the card in his hand saying " what?! You mean my brother is .."
The lawyer shocked saying " it cant be true he is a straight boy , he is just a boy for god sake , he would never do this , also what make you sure about it ?! that it was him ?!!!! I will check this myself , looks like your work here is over young detective "
The young guy sighing with ironic smile on his face looking at the lawyer " oh my my, uncle Mr. lawyer , I doubt that u have another side too , if you not then you wont dare to step a foot in this place , or could it be you love to play weird games with weird toys ?!"
The lawyer punched the guy on his face " how dare you say that about me ?!!!"
The guy covering his face with his hand as he seemed furious " not bad , not bad at all "
The brother rushing towards the guy standing between him and the lawyer shouting " what is wrong with you two?! , uncle please calm down "
As the brother turned to the guy walking towards him saying " I appreciate your work but are you sure about it?"
As the brother stood right next to the guy turning his back to the lawyer whispering at the guy's ear " I will treat you tonight "
Then the brother turned around facing both of them the lawyer and the guy saying " you are right uncle , we have to make sure of this , so detective , are u sure about that ?! was my brother really there ?!"
The detective guy lifting his hand from his face sighing saying " it is true , the guy that was with your brother said that your brother went to him begging him to I'm sorry I cant say it but your brother liked everything about it , I'm sorry , I know it us hard for u to believe it but lots of guys do that when they lost there ways so I'm sorry "
The brother kneeling on the floor as he couldn't believe what he just heard from the detective as the lawyer approached him betting his head looking at the detective saying " we still need to find him , please , look for him and bring him back to us , please "
The detective smiling saying " sure , it is my duty after all to bring lost toys ."
To be continued
" Chapter 17 .IS HE ?!"
After Mr. Rain left back in the office
Alex barely breathing " let go of me Rog , let go of me now "
Rog was choking Alex yelling back at him " you said you going to let me play with Roman , you were lying Alex !! "
Alex pushed Rog away from him " I told you , you have to wait Rog , if you want to play with him more you have to wait "
Alex sat on Rog's stomach choking him but Rog didn't move or struggle he was calm , looking at Alex's eyes while Alex laughing out loud " what is the matter Rog ?! you aren't having fun with me ?!!answer me Rog "
Rog grabbed Alex's hands tightly laughing with scary look in his eyes " I can play with anyone and satisfy myself with specially you Alex , you know Alex waiting isn't the good thing for me next time I play with Roman will be the last time "
Then Rog turned Alex down him saying " so Alex till that time come , you should satisfy me more"
Alex smiling with confidence saying " I know ! you just cant get enough from me , that is why you have to wait "
At this time ..
Roman started to open his eyes slowly standing up from the floor looking at his reflection in the mirror , his body covered with Bruises , scratches and blood drops falling slowly from his wounds leaving blood spots as he walked towards the mirror lifting his hand touching his wounds with shocking look in his eyes and tears falling as well like his blood
" what Roman ?
you don't look pretty now?! " Alex standing behind him as he reached his hands towards Roman .
"don't touch me " Roman screamed at Alex "don't put your hands on me "
Alex laughing " my hand !haha I was already in you Roman ! "
Roman fall on the floor crying " you did all this for what ?! money ! for being loved by our father ?! "
Alex grabbed Roman from his hair dragging him on the floor sitting on him yelling at him " are you stupid Roman ?! we are not brothers you came here and took everything from me , that what you paying for "
Roman looking at him crying " all this hate !! all this hate inside of you It was because of me ! I never thought you hate me that much ! I made you like that Alex , it is my fault , I'm sorry Alex , I'm sorry ."
Alex was shocked by the look in Roman's eyes sadness and sorrow staring at him saying in shock " what is wrong with you ?! aren't you afraid of me ?! "
Roman calmly answering him "no I'm not afraid of you Alex "
Alex replaying " I will keep it coming till I finish you off , you will die in a painful way Roman ,I cant stop myself
You will die Roman eventually "
Roman with a soft smile saying " I don't care , do whatever you want Alex , if it for you then I'm ready for anything even if it means death , it was my fault ! I made you loose yourself , I caused you pain , where ?! where does it hurt Alex ?! "
AS Roman reaching his hand towards him , Alex was shocked from what Roman said staring at his hand reaching him , he stood away from him breathing fast
Staring at Roman yelling at him " I will , I will kill you Roman no matter what !!"
" what?! You gave up to him !! why?! at least You should have tried to run , why did you gave up?!" Ren standing in front of Roman yelling at him
"I told you it was my fault , I made him like that , I gave up to my brother ! " Roman replaying in calm way.
Ren saying in anger " a brother !! he is not a brother , he is a monster , a sick crazy ****ed up guy , he cant be a brother ."
Roman interrupting Ren yelling at her " he is my brother "
Ren slapped Roman crying " you cant consider someone like him as a brother "
Roman looking down with tears falling dropping " we have the same blood , the same father , we are brothers "
Ren saying in shock " but you said !! he is ??!!! "
" he is my brother , from my dad , Alex is my brother " Roman answering Ren
To be continued ..
"Chapter 18..................about my mom"
Roman answering Ren " he is my brother , from my dad , Alex is my brother "
Ren sitting on the grass confused asking him " I don't understand ! so is he your brother or not ?! but he hate you for not being his brother !! and you're ..!! I don't understand "
The boy sighing sitting next to her on the grass " I was six years old living lonely in a big house with a maid taking care of me and a man visiting me every once and awhile then I started to go to school day after day kids talking giving me weird and scary looks , no one talking to me , more lonely I felt then I decided to say HI ! you know what kids said back to me " don't talk to us ! our parents told us not to talk to you , you a son of a mistress and if we talked to you we going to be filthy just like you !! I was six years old I didn't know what mistress or filthy means ! what I knew was the pain in my chest and the none stop tears falling of my eyes and one word A mistress ?!
One of the kids started to laugh saying " you stupid kid ! you don't know what a mistress is ?! it means your mother sleep with any man who pay her money so u have one mother and lots of fathers "
I was frozen in my place
, I didn't know my mother I only knew her from what my father used to say about her , since that day I didn't leave the house I waited for my dad to come I waited and waited then he came to visit me , I still remember this day , he was calling for me but all what I did was yelling at him " I hate you , you aren't my father ."
My father reached his hand towards me saying " what ?! why you saying that roman ?!!!"
But I pushed him away , broke in tears and kept yelling at him " you liar ! you lied at me ! my mother was a mistress sleeping with lots of men paying her money and you not my father!! "
Next thing I know was my father tightly hugging me I kept pushing him away but he kept on tightly hugging me , then I stopped I felt comfortable in his arms , warm , then he asked me " Roman , do you want to know how I met your mother ?"
He took me to the garden I sat on grass watching my father's back as he started to tell me how he met my mother.
I remember him sighing as if he didn't breath for ages ..
" your mother ..she was the most beautiful woman on earth , all men wanted to marry her but it wasn't even easy to meet her or talk to her , as anyone who wanted to see her have to pay money , lots of money , just to look at her so once every month she would held a party in this garden and everyone men and women who wanted to see her would attend it , at the time I heard about her I was already married and have a son but I got curious to see this woman ," the rose of this city" that blossom once every month so I paid lots of money hoping it wont be a waste , and so I was here standing right here looking at the most beautiful woman on earth , she was really pretty and that was my first night to see your mother but I got more and more curious to know her , to talk to her so I came every month for a whole year just to see her .
At the beginning of the new year my first wife passed away , I was sad for the lost of my wife yet happy that I wont be unfair with her anymore by getting married with another woman so I took my time being sad over my wife at this time I got a chance to take part in politic so I got busy at work here and there but I never stopped thinking about your mom not even one day , another year passed without seeing and somehow I became deeper and deeper in politics that I cant quiet also not easy for someone in my place to marry your mom , she is after all what people miss understanding her by calling her a mistress then I heard that the rose of the town stopped making parties and left town . when I heard that I rushed out of the office I couldn't believe that I lost her , at this time I didn't care about anything I just wanted to see her so I came here , I was standing right here looking around me at the empty place , she was gone ..
To be continued .
"Chapter 19 memories"
I couldn't believe that I lost her , at this time I didn't care about anything I just wanted to see her so I came here , I was standing right here
I was standing in the exact same place I used to stand in staring at your mom but this time the garden was empty ,quiet and my rose wasn't here , I found myself crying kneeling on grass saying 'I'm sorry it took me so long I cant believe I lost the only woman I ever loved "
Haha .and roman I was happy when I turned around
At this time my father turned looking at me , his face was full off joy and happiness , then he said " I was looking at her , your mother was here , she was standing , crying facing me , she said " what took u so long ?! "
I remember my dad sighing staring at me " oh Roman ! I didn't even knew that she know me then she continued saying while she was crying " I been waiting for u , the one who captured my hurt , the one I love the most "
I was astonished and all what I was saying was I'm sorry it took me too long to be with you !!
See Roman it turned out that your mom was in love with me too , she used to stare at me as I was the same man who show up every month for a whole year no matter how much money I pay , it turned out that she knew everything about me too , and so on I married her but due to my job she was the one who insisted to keep our marriage as a secret till I get the chanced to quit it..
I started to slowly quit the government work , the day I quit was the day you were born in , I was so happy when I heard that so I took the first flight to be here but it was to late , your mom died giving birth to you , I couldnt believe it , I lost again but this time I lost the only woman I felt in love with and this time when I be here I wont meet her ever again no matter how long I stay here she wont ever be here but you Roman ...you look exactly like her even your smell is like her so I wanted to keep this place for me and you along with her memories away from everything .
My dad kneeled in front of me crying asking me to forgive him for keeping me here alone along with the memories of my mom and that he was selfish taking this decision , in this day he took me with him , he took me home where I met Alex my older brother , he made a huge party introducing me to everyone , his younger son Alex's brother.
I was happy along with my dad and Alex though lots of people didn't know that I was his real son whether he a doubted me or I was his son from a mistress but I didn't care to any of this , I have my happy family , everything was fine , Alex was the brother I wished to have , helping me , caring about me , everything was perfect
Till that day three months ago when my dad passed away in that car accident and it turned out that even my own brother thought the same thing and way about me and my father , everything started to fall apart .. it was my fault driving my brother crazy and causing him pain and guilt I'm a walking disaster for him , for my dad and even for you Rin ..
Roman breaking more in tears crying while Rin holding him in her arms " it's okay Roman , everything will be fine , I will carry thie pain with you , I'm here for you roman , just me and you no empty memories no Alex no rog just you and me Roman ".
Silence spreading in the field with only Roman and Rin together ..after awhile Roman staring at Rin's face sighing " I have to go back Rin !!"
" back where ??!! to your crazy brother ! to rog !" Rin saying in anger
Roman hugging her whispering in her ear " the day you found me , I wasn't the only one injured , I have to go back , I have to save Alex !!"
Rin saying in shock " to save him !! why?! From what ?! whatever he got he deserve it , just let him be "
Roman hugging her more tightly " I cant Alex already knew that I was his brother !! "
Rin pushing Roman away " he knew and he still hurt you ?!! what's wrong with you ?!"
Roman answering on Rin " He knew and we all got hurt , he is still my brother and I know he wasn't bad , he got lost and I have to save him "
Rin crying biting on her lips " why did you even showed up in my life ?! why ?"
Roman turning his back to her walking away saying " I wanted to have a memory with you even if it means painful and sad memory "
To be continued
"Chapter 20 Fear"
Roman turning his back to her walking away saying " I wanted to have a memory with you even if it means painful and sad memory "
Rin was standing watching him walking away from her hesitating whether to stop him , follow him or stayaway from him
As Roman started to walk way from Rin remembering that time when he saw fear in Alex's eyes " that time !! I saw it in Alex's eyes , he was scared of me shacking inside when
Alex was shocked by the look in Roman's eyes full of sadness and sorrow staring at him saying in shock " what is wrong with you ?! aren't you afraid of me ?! "
Roman calmly answering him "no I'm not afraid of you Alex "
Alex replaying " I will keep it coming till I finish you off , you will die in a painful way Roman , I cant stop myself now !! You will die Roman, eventually "
Roman with a soft smile saying " I don't care , do whatever you want Alex , if it for you then I'm ready for anything even if it means death , it was my fault ! I made you loose yourself , I caused you pain !! right Alex ?! , where ?! where does it hurt you , Alex ?! "
AS Roman reaching his hand towards him , Alex was shocked from what Roman said staring at his hand reaching him , he stood away from him breathing fast
Staring at Roman yelling at him " I will !! , I will kill you Roman no matter what !!"
" After saying this to him I saw it ! I saw fear inside of him !! I heard his fear !i heard him yelling, breaking down his room .."
"I only came to your room once" Rog saying to Alex.
"though it wasn't messy and ruined, haha so, you couldn't let it all out ?!!" Rog continued saying this as he stood behind him whispering in his ear. " you can use me like you always do, Alex! Let it all out on me. "
He pushed Rog to the floor, tearing him apart, yelling at him. " I'm not afraid!! ".
"I can see no fear in your eyes as well, Alex. I'm yours Alex. Let it all out!! Do whatever you want to do!!!"
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For me, I was laying on the floor listening to him yelling "I'm not afraid" and so .. I kept laying on the floor for way too long knowing that Alex felt something for me , waiting for him to come to me ! to fix me ! to tell me that it's all over , to finish everything !!
But he never came there was only silence after that, I started to gain my strength slowly standing from the floor , taking shower hoping it would wash everything away too , the filthy touches from Rog and Alex !! the pain , the memories just everything !! "
Roman sat on his bed with ironic smile on his lips whispering " I'm waiting Alex ! come !! finish it "
I keep passing out feeling only needles which he keep gave me so I wont die .." finish it !! finish me off Alex !! " I keep saying every time he came .
I lost feeling time , day , night , taking corner to stay in , having nightmares and screaming in the dark yelling " come Alex finish it , are you scared of me Brother ?!! "
Till that day .
I was sitting in a corner facing Alex sitting on my bed laughing at me " what roman ?! you lost it ! , you lost your mind ?! you keep having nightmares , screaming and yelling then asking me whether am the one who's afraid ?!!of you ?!! what a **** is wrong with you ? I thought you wont loose your mind that fast , HAHAHAHA .."
"HAHAHAAH I'm not Alex , I'm not loosing my mind ! you are afraid of me , I can see it in your eyes Alex , I told you, if it's for you, you can do whatever you want !! I know you can see it in my eyes too Alex ! I mean it ."
Being dragged from my hair Alex looking in my eyes, yelling " I'm not afraid of you , but I can see fear in your eyes Roman "
..Forcing me to stand ! dragging me out to his room ! , opening the door pushing me inside, I can move, he was there !! chained ! covered in blood
Alex grabbing me from behind I couldn't move! tightly Closing his arms around me , "what Roman ?! are u afraid ? who do you think taught him where to strike to keep his victims alive as long as it takes to toy them around ?! let me show you more fear Roman ! let me show you how to tame a beast like Rog to be a toy like you ! all of you are just toys for me ! "
Alex Licking my neck, whispering in my ear " why you got cold sop sudden? you scared? Shall we have a threesome party, Roman?!! Shit, your chest going to explode hahaa "
Alex releasing me from his arms, heading to Rog, closing his arms around him, sticking his fingers in his wound's, glaring at me.
" aaaaaaaaahhhhhh. More! More pain!!" rog's screaming out loud , I was shacking in fear, couldn't move, slipping slowly to the floor, this is it!! my end! I am scared
To be continued
"Chapter 21 unfixable toy"
" what about I give u a chance, Roman?!! " Alex saying in a scary calm way, by looking in his eyes, I can see the reflection of Rog's bloody body. I can see death . I kept on staring in his eyes listening to him as he continued saying.
" a chance to get the **** out of here! To runway from here if you can, hahaha, what ?!! are you surprised Roman?! "
I couldn't believe what he just said. I felt myself running the moment I heard him saying that but I wasn't even moving!
Then he started walking towards me I wanted to move to run I kept saying to myself , run, move, just run my body wasn't responding. I kept watching Alex coming closer at me with eyes carrying death and hands dripping blood.
It was too late!
He tightly grabbed my shoulders, glaring at my eyes " are you afraid, Roma? Are you afraid of me? "
As he kept closing his hands more and more on my shoulders, Yelling at me " answer me Roman, The fear growing inside of you, Is it fear of me? answer "
"y ..ye.. yes I.. I am . I am afraid of you Alex " as soon as I answered him. He was already choking me " not enough fear, I can't see enough fear in your eyes. "
Then he came near to my ear whispering " you should be afraid of everything and everyone, afraid of peoples looks, touch even whispering to each other and the most of all afraid of me. You already broken, unfixable toy, even if you kept on living your life, you should live it in fear. anyone one touch's you will be to entertain himself or avoiding you because you're a filthy walking sin, you know why, Roman? Because unfixable toy like you will never get a chance to live a clean life like normal person. "
Next thing I know, was me catching my breath while Alex looking down at me saying " your only chance, choose to live in fear here or out there either of them you will live in fear and die in fear ".
I started to run. As soon as I reached outside the house walking wandering among people i kept hearing his words in my ears. " I will never live like normal person, I am unfixable toy, people will only touch me to entertain themselves, people!! People .."
I kept wondering around. Then decided to go back to Alex I wanted to live in Alex's fear than hiding from peoples looks, talk and touch.
As soon as I turned around. I saw her! Saw Rin, I didn't see anything else except her hand reaching out for me.
As she said, "I'm sorry , are you all right ?! I didn't mean to make him fall on you !!". she was smiling at me, reaching her hand to help me standing up. I wanted to reach her hand but how?! I was already unfixable not easy for me to stand up. at this moment I knew there was nothing else for me to live for. I lost everything. Passing beside her was like taking my last breath in my life.
I wanted to tell her lots of things. Wanted to have at least one memory with her and that was it. my only memory with her was passing beside her breathing the same air around her.
The last thing I did was going to the field saying my last wishes, spreading my arms for the last time.
Then I went back to Alex. Accepting my destiny, dying on my own brother's hands as soon as I reached back home, back to hell. I stood outside the office over listening to our family lawyer, uncle AIN talking with Alex!!
" I never knew you love your brother that much, Alex. I never thought that your father told you about Roman before he die either! " Mr. Ain saying to Alex with teary eyes.
Alex saying in shock " told me what?! ".
Mr. Ain covering his face with his hands holding tears in his eyes saying " omg, Alex, you doing all this for Roman knowing that he's only a kid your father a doubted ".
Then he rushed towards Alex tightly holding his hands crying " Roman is your brother. He's your brother Alex. "
Alex saying in a cold way with silly smile on his face out of shock " what?!! What a hell are you saying?! "
"Roman is your brother from your father. This is a good thing Alex, you love him that much even though you didn't know that he's your real brother. This is good. I'm glad to see how much you love him and dying to find him! Don't worry Alex, we will find him and help him out".
"wh__what do you mean he's my real brother?!" Alex bumbling in shock repeating himself "what do you mean?! He's my brother?!!".
"what have I done? I shouldn't have told you that, I should have waited till we find him. Now I made you more worried. Here, sit down Alex, let me tell you everything. I'm sure you feeling more pain for Roman now. I'm sorry". The lawyer saying this to Alex as he started to explain everything to him .. I was standing outside the office listening to every single word Mr. Ain was telling to Alex, my brother. But I couldn't help it. I wanted to see his face. Wanted to know if he was in shock or not knowing that I'm his brother .
At this moment I opened the door, stepping inside the office. " Hi, brother ".
To be continued
"the one who saved me"
I was standing outside the office listening to every single word Mr. Ain was telling to Alex, my brother. But I couldn't help it. I wanted to see his face. Wanted to know if he was in shock or not knowing that I'm his brother .
At this moment I opened the door, stepping inside the office. " Hi, brother ".
So, I decided to face Alex, I wanted to see the look on his face when he finally knew that everything I was saying and all my begging to him was true I'm truly am his brother
"Hi, brother!" I sad n calm voice while I was looking at him as he was sitting on the chair holding his head between his hands.
"Roman!! OMG, you're back1 are you alright?! Where were you?! Are you hurt?!" uncle Ain rushing towards me. Hugging me, Grapping my hands, asking me over and over again "where was I?! am I fine or not?! What happened with me?!!"
But I wasn't listening to him , I was just standing in my place looking at Alex staring at him as he looked back at me with out saying a word.
"well, I was trapped in a lie! Fake love, A nightmare!" I answered him.
"so, it was true! What the detective said about you was true?! " he asked me again but this time he was grapping my arms tightly. I didn't know what he was talking about but I was sure that Alex must have told him another lie. Then he continued saying " it's okay, roman. Everything going to be fine . you're back again with your family now. With me and your brother, Alex. We're going to help you out, we're going to fix everything, everything will be fine, right, Alex?! Alex?!..."
Uncle Ain was talking to me as if what happened with me was something easy as he looked at Alex asking him , the one who caused me all this .
"what's wrong, Alex?! Haha, you seem in shock! It's truly him. Your brother is back. This is so good. I'm so happy to see you two are back together again. I'm sure your father is happy too. Come on guys, what's with the silent ?! okay, I got it, you guys have lots of things to catch up with so I will take my leave for now but I will be right back with more happy news! I just cant wait to tell you guys about your dad's final will!..."
"will?! Haha, no need to hear about it, uncle as long as Alex knew that I'm his brother and we're back together again! What else another will can do more than what already been done?!"
"oh Roman, aren't you sweet? This is a good day. I was already going to tell Alex about it but you were already gone but since you're back here again you should know that there are lots of things you should take care of along side with your brother. Everything divided between you two! I only read half of his will about the money which all goes for you Roman. But everything else including the financial securities. Isn't this great?! I'm so happy I cant wait to see you guys working together. I'm going right now to make all papers done . and you Alex, come on snap out of it already!! Your brother is home and you should have a serious talk with him so he wont ran off again, hahaha. " patting my shoulder saying those words to me, my uncle left and there were only the two of us. We were looking at each other saying nothing but looking at Alex's eyes I could only see empty broken eyes looking at me.
He was in shock already but is it because he knew that I'm truly is his brother or because his plans are wasted for nothing?!. Is it regret or sorrow?! Everything was a big lie he was the only one buying and living in it dragging me in it for nothing.
"so, Alex, how do you feel?! Looking at you right now tells me that your mind went dead " I gripped his shoulders tightly yelling at him " answer me, how do you feel knowing that I was right and everything you have done, you done it for nothing!! What's wrong, Alex?! Answer me"
My hands were tightly closing more and more on his arms then he pushed me away yelling " shut up! Non of this true! it cant be! I was right, everything I did was right!" he was saying this in a very shacking voice in his mind he knew that everything was a lie.
Slowly his voice started to rise as he was grapping his head with his hand shacking it repeating himself saying "feel! feel! How do I feel?! I feel nothing! I feel nothing Roman, I feel nothing now and I felt nothing back then !! nothing at all " Alex answered me in rage looking straight at me with his dead eyes he was already broken! Alex, he was broken kneeling on the floor repeating himself over and over again " I felt nothing !!".
The perfect answer " he truly feel nothing and he didn't feel anything at all back then, hahaha, welcome back my toy!!" it was Rog, he was standing behind me, laughing then he came closer whispering in my ear " he felt nothing!! He's lying my toy! He really felt something towards you! He felt anger, rage, joy, satisfaction and so do I but only for the joy part".
As soon as I heard those words from Rog I was already dead looking At Alex even when he knew the truth. It didn't make any difference and also still there's Rog. I was standing there looking at Alex as he was looking back at me it was the same thing like that day he was standing away looking at me ..
" hahaha, oh my toy! I missed you so much but don't you worry! I will never leave you again! "
Rog was hugging me from behind touching me and licking my neck he was like a hungry wolf "oh I missed you, Roman I will never call you toy again. We should stay together! The 3 of us forever! The true satisfaction and love in this mansion the threesome love you, me and Alex! But don't worry I wont let Alex hurt you ever again I love you Roman, I truly love you".
I was just standing in Rog's hug saying nothing I already made my decision and either way whether it was Alex or Rog I'm already dead ..
The only thing were in my mind was my tears, I didn't want to cry, I wasn't even crying but my tears was falling on it's own I was staring at Alex as he passed beside of me leaving me with Rog to satisfy his hunger ..
It wasn't that long or it was I don't even remember!
I felt hot drops falling on me red drops!! I looked up at Rog " what a _____?!!!"
Rog putting his hand on his chest!! He was bleeding then he looked at me as he stood away off me. I saw Alex holding a knife, he stabbed Rog in his chest.
I couldn't get what's going on? If I'm dreaming or not or maybe I'm already dead!! I stood up looking at Rog writhing in pan bleeding on the floor then Alex started to laugh " this is all wrong ! this is just wrong! Rog you idiot! No one can live forever!you cant be in my life for ever neither you Roman ! I made this, I made all this from the beginning and I don't make mistakes ever!! I was right, I made you Rog as for you Roman, you also should die, you cant live like that forever too I will be the one to put an end for everything!!..........".
I was listening to Alex as he started walking towards me. I saw death in his eyes, the end. I was scared, I wanted to run though I was ready to die but I couldn't I was nailed in my place without moving I don't even remember breathing
"aren't you going to run?! Rog is bleeding to death and I'm .why you came back, Roman?! I gave you a chance even it means you die away from here, so, why you came back?!!!!" Alex's question to me, was a question to both of us I thought I knew the answer but I lost it at this moment I started to walk towards Alex then passing beside him, he didn't move at all. I grabbed my clothes socked in Rog's blood of the floor wore them and walked away. I have no idea why I walked away that day?!
That day I kept on wondering in the streets thinking about it maybe I didn't want my brother to kill me by his own hands. I didn't want him to carry this sin too. I felt like chasing something I kept walking till I reached Rin's house. As soon as I reached there I felt like dying. I wanted to die in her arms. For her I would be a nobody just dying looking at her. As soon as I saw her that day I felt on her I became so light, I felt comfortable while hugging her I was free from everything ." Found you".
Now I'm going back again for the second time. Back to Alex but this time is final. I needed a memory with Rin and now I have it.
That day when I left Rog wasn't the only one bleeding Alex too was.
I saw the trail of blood he made that day. Now I'm going back to see the end or making it. I'm the one who's going to end it.
As soon as I reached my house. I went straight to my dad's room " I knew I would find you here.i thought you hated him. also you don't look so well, Alex".
"I hated you too, Roman. I knew you will be back and the first thing you're going to do was coming to dad's room. I been waiting for my brother. alsoYou too, Roman, You don't look so well yourself , have a seat, make yourself at home".
"so, this is it?! What happened to Rog?!"
"yeah, I guess this is it! As for Rog he made my dad's office in a mess I couldn't just leave him there. Well, he's in the garden, making his body useful ".
"well, he wasn't the only one making dad's office in a mess, Alex! Looking at you I can see that it's the end for both of us though I wanted to be the one to end it".
"well, it's all over, everything even for the money I gave it to someone will do good things with it actually I gave her everything, I know you wouldn't mind".
"that's for Rog, you and the money. So, what about me?! You ended everything but what about me?!"
"don't worry! I will make it easy! Roman, I will never ask for your forgiveness for everything I have done to you even my apologizing won't wash my sins ".
"you're crushing me, Alex, I can't breath even thought I missed your hug".
"why you came back, why, Roman?!"
"I came back for this! For your hug, for my brother hug, for an end which you the only one who can do it! You were right. Alex, if I kept on living my life it will never be normal. It will be the true nightmare. So, end it! Please, Alex, end it! Haha! Come on don't be such a marshmallow it's okay".
"I'm sorry , Roman. I'm so sorry for everything I done. You're not going to feel anymore pain. Roman, I'm sorry "
"see, that was easy! Stop crying, Alex. You know I wont forgive you but it's alright you're my brother and I will carry some of your sins on my shoulders, haha, I still think it's all a nightmare but this time it's true, our nightmare is over, right, Alex?! Alex?!! You're so cold, you're gone! You have been bleeding for days, aren't u?! you used the same knife to end the three of us, damn you, Alex, I didn't wont to be killed by the same blade you used on Rog and yourself, haha, but you were right I do not feel any pain, it's warm too! Weird Alex, I never thought that the opne who's going to save me was the one who killed me in the first place . ."
Bumbling and bumbling Roman kept remembering everything while bleeding to death in his dad's room, holding his brother cold hand.
After 3 months ..
"we're here, this is the house of roman's mom so, ms. Rin, this is the only thing left for you after giving away all the money for charities. The only thing left for you is this house "
"wooooooooow, this is house is so huge and the garden is just unbelievably beautiful. Well, MR, Ain, it's going to be just like the money but it's going to be the main charity hospital. It's the perfect thing for this house. This is going to be awesome".
"but this is a good house. You can live in it not wasting it like the money which you gave to charities an d the company to me, why the house too?! You can keep it, it's such a waste to turn it into hospital".
"because it's the right thing to do. Non of this are mine the money , the house, the company non of those are mine so the right thing to do with it is to memorize the rightful owners for this money. You and me. We both know the truth about Alex and Roman after the fire in the mansion and finding their bodies. It was the right thing to say that they died in that fire. It's also the right thing that you Mr. Ain to run the company and the hospital. I only gave the money to charities to memorize the two brothers. I hope you understand me Mr. Ain".
"sure, I understand you very well and it's the right thing to do. After you told me everything that Roman told you but still it was the right thing to do. Anyway, when this hospital is done I'm still going to need someone to run it so, are you interested?!"
"even that I cant do. This is a very beautiful garden indeed. well, I'm sorry, staying here means living on memories and I don't want to live in roman's memories. I have my own life to live. So, it's all yours . Mr. Ain, can I have a moment in the garden by myself ?".
"sure, Rin. Take your time".
"spreading my arms wide open in this garden, you were right Roman, it's so beautiful indeed I hope my wishes reach up for you. This is my last time coming here or talking about you, good bye , Roman".