Dear Hon:
Hi, how are you?.. I'm good, I'm good, I'm missing you... But I'm good, I'm emotional so i decided I'd write to you, I'm inspired so I thought, what will a letter do. Less than a letter, this are just words scribbled all over together. Tears stream down my face, they're warm, they race down eating my cheeks like razorblades, it hurts so bad. Then I think about you, and how when I feel like this, I can feel you around me. I do feel you around me, moving in my bedroom, hugging me from behind. But this is just an illusion I create. I'll always know they are, but it feels so good, God, I miss you, I can't imagine how pathetic this is, but I needed to do this, if you're reading this, I'll let you know i wrote this a long time ago... I wrote it on a paper and hid it, because when i read it i cried. I hope you can read this feeling as I'm feeling, consumed by time, that seems to get longer when you dont show up, and when you do, its shorter than a blink. Tears keep coming down, but now my heart aches to the feeling inside, that never ending feeling of Love. It may sound strange, but i can feel it growing stronger while time passes, I can bet I'm feeling it right now as I write it again. Sometimes when you talk to me, I get nervous, I know it's strange, but it's the way it is. Maybe it's because i realise how much I live you and that makes me nervous, I'm scared of this feeling, I don't know if you feel the same, but, honestly, I don't care what your reply to this letter is, I'll still love you because i know there is no other person that can make me feel like you do, even if i cant see you or touch you or hear your voice, thoes are minor things, you have showed me your true identity, I know who you are and I love it just the way it is, I know this sounds very intense for a 13 year old but I really feel that way, I hope you feel the same..
PS: I Love You