Charlotte

Mostly because I can't sleep but nothing in particular to say... Thrilling I know.

Unlike most of you (do not be offended, there's no need), I am not an internet junkie. I am a book junkie. I read to ignore the world. It's very similar, practically identical and I do not deny it. But I just read a blog post that said a guy was leaving his computer alone because of money and junk. Though I'm in no debt, I'm doing the same thing... I pretend I don't feel alone because the author of...

It’s so incredible how much a first kiss can hold. An unprecedented amount of future. Like a house it carries with it the memories of all the things that have happened before like the families who presided inside. But with a new family comes possibilities. Like the lips on another boy who had once found the place familiar. Like the boy who no longer thinks of her. Like the dent in my bed, which had once been filled with my body wrapped in yours and it’s empty now. Just a silly awkward place that...

Being alone creates an excess amount of frustration and I’m already a generally frustrated person. I’m generally a very angry person and it keeps coming out in crazy angry bursts directed at someone but no one specifically. I generally want to love people and be loved in return, however discovering neither the former nor the latter within my grasp I find myself expressing this desire for love in a completely inappropriate manner directed at someone but no one specifically.

Awkward....

Ok. So, yeah I do have a boyfriend (oh the hearts I just broke, ha. Yeah I know stop laughing) and I hate valentine's day. I shouldn't should I? Hating this holiday is for people who live alone and well spend to much time on the internet (sorry to the people I just offended).

I'm not for loving someone one day of the year. I'm for loving someone 364 days plus one.

Anyways, despite my loathing for the holiday, it means a lot to him so I made him a teddy bear. I didn't...

School starts tomorrow:

Pre-Cal: taught by the insanely old man with TWO hearing aids and is learning to teach pre-cal from YOUTUBE!!!

U.S. History II: Taught by the great Coach Williams. He got shot and spent a night in a jail after driving over 150 MPH.

Western Civilizations to 1500: it sounds fun doesn't? Well... It probably won't be. I'm taking a dual-enrollment class at the university.

wooo.... no.

So because of that^...